Kris03
06-18-2006, 12:38 PM
I wrot earlier about having an OCD spike while holding my 1 yr old cousin whie i playfully tapped her bottom. It's like i purposly kept playfully tapping her buttom ro reassure myself i was only playing with her and not doing anything sick, cuz i love children soo soo much and enjoyed holding her and swinging her around, is this normal or am ia bad?????
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steveo23
06-18-2006, 06:58 PM
Thats very normal. You have OCD Kris... the fact that it bothers you so much says you are not a bad person. True child molestors would enjoy it. They would not obsess over it. Sexual obsessions in OCD, whether they be homo/heterosexuality fears, paedophilia, or incestual, are very, very common (around half of people with OCD have them). People who have these obsessions are none of these things. The only thing they are, is, in fact, OCD. :) It is an irrational fear that you have. Irrational fear and obsession = OCD.
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