[removed] He told me I am selfish and only think about myself, that he doesn't want to be my friend anymore, that I'm never going to change and he just doesn't have the energy to be my friend anymore and he has never met someone that does things like I do.

I honestly just want to die. I don't think of myself as a bad person but I manage to make people angry without even realizing I did anything wrong. I have posted about this friend before because he gets mad at me a lot but I really don't even realizing I'm doing anything wrong. I think he is overreacting and to stop being friends with someone because they waited a day to tell you they couldn't buy something is silly but it really makes me doubt myself. I feel like a terrible selfish person who sadly doesn't even realize how bad of a person she really is. I asked him, why aren't the other people angry for the same thing, don't you think maybe that shows that you overreact? He told me he's just the only one who has the cojones to stand up to me and the others just pretend to not be angry when I'm around. I don't want to die but I also don't want to live and constantly disappoint everyone around me which is all I'm apparently capable of doing. I feel like the devil and I can't do anything right.

One of the hardest things to do when your depressed is to maintain a positive self image of ones own self. It is difficult to deal with nondepressed people for their minds do not see things the way we do. If your friends can not understand that then maybe it is time to reevaluate your friendship and get rid of the negative and keep the positive ones.

take care
trg247