Guys... I am so scared.

I have never been this scared in my life.

Cflas... thanks for responding last nite. You are right. i guess my mind is working overtime. I woke up at 3am to check it... I am such a nervous wreck. I dont know what to do with my self right now. Can someone say something that will be comforting....! I am having a major panic attack right now... I am going back to praying....

I will let you all know in 1 or 2hours..whenever he gets back... its about 20mins drive away from where I am..

I've been through it and there is little you can do but grin and bear it. I recall my first HIV test results coming back several months ago and I literally could not call the doctor's office for the results. They ended up being negative, but the lead up was painful. All I can say is that this will pass so just be strong and hope for the best.