After doing some research I have some up with a term for what i blieve i suffer from...Gerascophobia. I mean i am terrified of growing old to the point of thinking about it all the time and bring unable to enjoy the present by being depressed of what is coming next. The idea of being old, literally gives me thoughts of panic and extreme anxiety. I bring myself to think about this constantly and knowing it is nothing i can control makes it that much worst.

I did a search and found nothing on this site for it, maybe someone can direct me elsewhere?

FitChic,

That's interesting. You might be able to find more information about it by plugging it in at Google.com. Good luck! :)

~Colleen