I just spent the last fifteen minutes or so drawing in my sketch book things - like I just had a panic attack so I drew what I saw: red and purple ... when I looked at the colors on paper I felt inside panicky - and what I saw when I was having the attack was red and purple. Sometimes I will see black and purple, and the black moves very slowly - like a river without a current, moving slowly around many bends, and it sounds like bells, one after another after another, but the purple, it moves in lines, rapidly, like on a heart moniter, and is very loud, like drums. My name: Jessica is blue, when I hear people say it I see a light blue coming and slowly fading, and when people call me Jessie, my nickname: it is purple, like a flash of purple that just stays still, and disappears. I am in the middle of seeing much clearly, and hearing things clearly ... so I am trying to write it and draw it, so I can better explain it to people. I don't know if this sounds descriptive, for others to better understand, but I am trying.



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In God I Trust