okay, so school's almost over, and i'm barely hanging on...well at least for this week... my brain has completely shut down and things take a very long to register mentally... i was doing so well last weekend, playing the classical guitar, writing, doing hw( or at least seriously thinking about doing it,) and then i seemed to see it coming....the fatique, the slow ensuing depression..why does this happen!!!

does anyone seem to witness their depression/or mania materlize right before their eyes?...

i need to get back on my meds... for sure...