I am new here read a couple posts sounds like I belong here I am 36 and have bipolarII. with borderline tendencies and panic attacks along with major physical problems I basically am just existing I have two kids and a hudsand if thats what you call him he offers no support to me or the kids except money we have not spoken in 4 days since his last all nighter showed up at 6:12Am. I have a lot of down times I have many times had delusions and want to hurt myself. I have over medicated myself the last 4 days just so I can handle life except today I have a serous headache. Does anyone think I need to be in the hospital? I called the local crisis line thursday
and they did'nt even bother calling back that made me feel like living.

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whiskey

from what you say, it sounds like you do really need to talk to someone... if you are thinking about hurting yourself, i suggest going to the hospital right away... it will definately help... i'm REALLY sorry about your situation.. if it's any consolation, i just got laid off from my job today.. but the funny thing is.. i'm not so down, cause i wasn't actually fired!! it's a frustrating world we live in...

let us know how you're doing..