I am diagnosed as bipolar I tend to go manic with religion whenever I have been hospitalized. My sister got me to sign temporary guardianship papers when I was coming off drugs and alcohol 12 years ago. She won't even let me see my son. She doesn't talk to me so how can she know I'm better. I am working in a management position now but it doesn't pay very much. I tend to isolate myself because I am so ashamed of having bipolar and this issue. I went to court and her lawyer asked for a psych evaluation which I can't afford I feel like I am trapped and desperately misss my son. My sister is also barren and can't conceive, more of a reason for her to want my kid. Would appreciate your comments.

I'm glad you are doing better. Good for you! I am not a lawyer so I don't know how things work but why would *you* have to pay for a psych evaluation if the opposing lawyer wants it?

That point aside, if you really want you child back then it sounds as if you are going to have to dig in and save every penny you can to pay for a lawyer, the psych eval and whatever else. It may take a long time but at least you have a goal to work towards.

Anyone else have some ideas?

custody is a hard issue...depending on your state programs, there are legal aid programs that can help you to fill out the papers to at least file for visitation rights...thats what they may require you to start out with then they can evaluate whats next. PLease dont ever give up, i know its frustrating...thats your baby...dont let him think that u gave up...get up get out there and do detective work, call lawyers for a free consultation...anything...you can do it...xoxo