redflame
09-03-2003, 01:25 PM
I managed to see a "private" doctor today, I had to drive over 200 miles and was there at 5am waitting for a 9;30 appoint, I'm not sure if it is due to actually getting out of the house or the medication hes just put me on but I feel better today for the first time in 3 months,
I have been so ill for what seems like an eternity that I have struggled to eat wash or sleep as normal, I am sure you all know the devastation that goes hand in hand with the illness. It has been so frustrating until I went outside i had'nt realized how bad I have been feeling, I've suffered long enough to know that one day doesnt mean I'm out of the woods, but along with the encoragement and support I recieved from you just when I needed it most has ment I was able to take that first step, more importantly it means my daughters still have a father this morning, You should feel proud of yourselves, Thank you all.
I have been so ill for what seems like an eternity that I have struggled to eat wash or sleep as normal, I am sure you all know the devastation that goes hand in hand with the illness. It has been so frustrating until I went outside i had'nt realized how bad I have been feeling, I've suffered long enough to know that one day doesnt mean I'm out of the woods, but along with the encoragement and support I recieved from you just when I needed it most has ment I was able to take that first step, more importantly it means my daughters still have a father this morning, You should feel proud of yourselves, Thank you all.

