curls4462
09-07-2006, 07:18 PM
Hi everyone. I have been reading these message boards since I got my colpo results and found out I would need to have the LEEP done. I must say for the most part (aside from a few horror stories) everyone's stories have been really helpful. I found out in June, after just switching doctors, that I would need LEEP and we were trying to set up the dates. Well, not so fast, said my insurance company--apparently there was an issue with my doctor taking my insurance. So I had to find a new doctor who couldn't see me for even a checkup for another month. So we finally meet at the end of July and we set the date for August 30th (another month down the road). Great! I go in 10 days before for my pre-op tests and such and I happened to mention that I think the date would conflict with my period. Another rescheduling! This time for today, another week down the road (Sept. 7). So I show up today nice and drugged up from my Tylenol Pm which is making me sleepy and pain-free, I suppose, all at the same time. After waiting an hour I finally get to see the doctor (my mom started squawking) and I sign the forms and start to get more bouts of the jitters followed by absolute calm, a strange combination. Then the doc comes in again to go over the procedure and answer questions. We just happen to mention that I have mitralvalve prolapse (irregular heartbeat that you take amoxicillin for any type of procedures, even routine dental cleanings) which I had already mentioned to her nurse on my first visit and she had logged down but SOMEHOW got overlooked until today. So she says we can't do it because I must have the medicine in order to do the procedure and we'll have to reschedule for tomorrow morning. I am freaking out now. I got so close and got the panic going and now I have to relive it all over again. I'm not so much scared of the procedure, just the anxiety of waiting. It also keeps getting worse every time I go. First I hear, "You won't feel a thing. You'll be numb. It'll take 5 minutes." Then, "Oh, there may be slight cramping during the procedure. Take some Tylenol. It should last about an hour." I don't know what to think anymore! It is getting progressively worse every time. Will I be spread eagle on a table for 45 minutes? How long will the actual "LEEPing" take? Is the rest of the time just waiting for the numbing meds to kick in? Are the numbing meds a shot? Or a cream? I have heard different things. I am worried I'm going to faint or have a panic attack or lose complete control of my bodily functions. I'm being a little dramatic when I say that, but geez, all of that is tied into nerves, so who knows. I'm trying to think calmly...my mom will be there and hopefully her talking to me will get my mind off of things, but I just can not WAIT to get this over with. And I assure you I will be back tomorrow to post in full detail the goings on of my LEEP. I hope everything goes well, I'm just nervous. I figure if women can have kids I can handle on little LEEP..and the colpo wasn't bad for me..I found the vinegar part to be the worst of it because it stung. So anyway--I guess I'm just looking for assurance from someone who's been there. Thanks everyone.
P.S.-Does anyone think it's a big deal to have still not had the LEEP 3 months after diagnosis? I'm afraid my cells are growing and spreading and she won't catch all of them now because it's been so long. Do they do another quick colpo before the LEEP? Maybe if she did she would definitely know where everything was... AGGHH!! The stress...
P.S.-Does anyone think it's a big deal to have still not had the LEEP 3 months after diagnosis? I'm afraid my cells are growing and spreading and she won't catch all of them now because it's been so long. Do they do another quick colpo before the LEEP? Maybe if she did she would definitely know where everything was... AGGHH!! The stress...

