kittyLeo
05-27-2001, 04:07 PM
hello!!
nice weahter out today!
i just wanted to say mah progress! of cuz.. from time to time, i binge out tons of food, but i stopped puking mahself cuz i realized that i'd get swallen up terribly, n that last like 2 days...
second big improvement, i've realized that i was slightly addicted to alcohol. it wasn't that long that i started to realize that i tended to binge out when i'm drinking! well, it's mainly becuz i didn't before. anyway, so i threw out mah lovely vodka. then the next day, i was drinking gin that i've kept for emergencies... so i trashed out all any kinda alcohol from mah room. been alcohol free for 3 days...(but don't think i drink really lot...) how did i find that i was slightly addicted to it!? well right about the time for me to drink usually, i get this headache, not so serious but enuf to make me feel bad n very very annoying (considering that i don't usually have headaches...). also, i'm having little trouble falling sleep.
maybe mah body is getting used to it, n it is just a conjuction symptoms... i hope so! i've started to drink tons.. tons of water...(all... guess what! how often i have trips to mah lovely toilet! ^^;;; ).
anyway, i just really wanted to say i think i'm doing good. i guess DA KEY WORD here is 'W/I/L/L/P/O/W/O/R'. i'm not really sure how long i can drive me with this max will power.. but i hope this lasts for a long time.. prefferably, foeva!
have a good holiday!
[This message has been edited by kittyLeo (edited 05-27-2001).]
[This message has been edited by kittyLeo (edited 05-27-2001).]
nice weahter out today!
i just wanted to say mah progress! of cuz.. from time to time, i binge out tons of food, but i stopped puking mahself cuz i realized that i'd get swallen up terribly, n that last like 2 days...
second big improvement, i've realized that i was slightly addicted to alcohol. it wasn't that long that i started to realize that i tended to binge out when i'm drinking! well, it's mainly becuz i didn't before. anyway, so i threw out mah lovely vodka. then the next day, i was drinking gin that i've kept for emergencies... so i trashed out all any kinda alcohol from mah room. been alcohol free for 3 days...(but don't think i drink really lot...) how did i find that i was slightly addicted to it!? well right about the time for me to drink usually, i get this headache, not so serious but enuf to make me feel bad n very very annoying (considering that i don't usually have headaches...). also, i'm having little trouble falling sleep.
maybe mah body is getting used to it, n it is just a conjuction symptoms... i hope so! i've started to drink tons.. tons of water...(all... guess what! how often i have trips to mah lovely toilet! ^^;;; ).
anyway, i just really wanted to say i think i'm doing good. i guess DA KEY WORD here is 'W/I/L/L/P/O/W/O/R'. i'm not really sure how long i can drive me with this max will power.. but i hope this lasts for a long time.. prefferably, foeva!
have a good holiday!
[This message has been edited by kittyLeo (edited 05-27-2001).]
[This message has been edited by kittyLeo (edited 05-27-2001).]