nuttygirl
09-27-2006, 10:34 AM
Hi all and thanks for reading. I had this darn anxiety and panic thing with some depression and ocd for many years. I was on paxil for like 6 yrs and then quit taking it 2 yrs ago. For a long time I was ok that is until the last few months. Out of the blue my anxiety returned and some panic attacks and now I feel depression rearing it's ugly head. I believe I have health anxiety as before. I've had in the past a racing heart, pounding, skipping beats, etc plus my bp was kinda high at 145-160 over 85-95 so about 8 yrs ago they put me on atenolol 50mg(also had every heart test). About a yr go my doctor added a diuretic, everything seemed ok. My bp was ok at 120-130 over 70-80 and my pulse was 70-80, I was always still feeling skipped beats though but did have testing by 2 cardiologists and told all was ok. So back to the present.....a few months ago after realizing my anxiety was back I went to my GP. She put me on buspar 15mg daily. Within a week my bp and pulse had dropped really low for me usually 100-110 over 60 something(occasionally higher depending) and my pulse will be mid 50 to 60's relaxing or doing very little(I'm obssesed with taking my bp and pulse all day). She told me the buspar wasn't causing this but then what the heck is? I did read online that it can cause hypotension when beta-blocker is mixed with ANY med that is a CNS such as SSRI, anti-anxiety, etc. She still says no as did the cardiologist I saw yesterday. Anyway, she took me off the diuretic and lowered the atenolol to 25mg but it's still happening. I'm afraid to stop it because I remember how scary the racing was and didn't like always feeling worried my heart would explode! I've also been having chest pain(mild) and dizzy on and off. The cardiologist did an ECG(?) and I had blood work done last week - both ok. I am going for a heart scan test next week also. I feel so worried and deathly afraid something is really wrong with me. I'm so afraid to be left alone in case anything might happen to me. My husband is supportive but also thinks nothing is wrong with me. I always keep myself moving around so my bp or pulse doesn't get too low. The buspar doesn't seem to be helping my anxiety with this. I'm frustrated and scared and really wish I could find a good doctor who cares! I KNOW I have anxiety but my I also think there is underlying reasons for it. Sorry this i so long....
Tori
Tori

