ok, so I just found this sight a couple of days ago and im obsessed with it. There are finally people who understand!!! Anyway, Im staring to "recover." So they say. I don't think I ever will personally, but I can at least try. THey put me on a 14-16 hundred calorie diet to gain me some weight. I gained 5 pounds. The problem starts there. I have never felt so fat in my entire life!!!! I'm humongous! And I want to stop eating again right now! My therapist says I can't go past a certain weight. So I can lose a few without getting into trouble. But I don't know how to lost it without starving myself. I thought of using laxatives but here's the question. Can you die from overdose of them??? How do I lose weight so I'm nont a hog anymore?!?!?!?!! Advice and empathy accepted and desired http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif