I know the subject sounded a little desperate, but that's the way I'm feeling. I'm trying so hard to recover and get happy again, and I know tghat my brain doesn't function and I can't handle school if I don't eat but I'm so sick of eating! I'm getting so fat-I gained 5 pound from when I reached my goal weight. And this might sound awful but sometimes I get so jealous of some of you here who are so skinny and tall-I'm so short and I feel so fat.
Yesterday I went shopping and nothing fit right, I decided that I would rather just be abnormally skinny again. But I need a quick way to lose at least 10 pounds without it being noticable-cuz then my therapist will send me to a hospital. any suggestions? I'm so depressed when I can't count all my ribs! And I can't now, I don't know what to do! I'm so fat! can anyone help me get skinny without binging purging or starving?
Sorry to complain so much, I just feel like you guys are the only ones who understand. Can anyone help me get skinny fast? it's how I'll be happy, i need it so badly. Please, any responses are welcome and desperately needed.
Rachel http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/frown.gif

Rachel-
No no no girl...you don't want to be anorexic or have an eating disorder. I wouldn't wish that upon my worst enemy. Please don't think that they only way to be happy is to be "deathly thin". The best way to loose weight is exercise and a healthy diet. Please do it the right way because anorexia is not the right way!

Love, Jen

Hi Rachel.
I'm so sorry to hear about how you're feeling. It's a horrible feeling, I know, I feel like that too. But I completely agree with Jen. You can't possibly want to be so thin that you are too weak to do anything, can you? I'm sorry but I can't give you any advice about getting thin quickly. It's not good for you, especially if you don't need to lose in the first place! Good luck with everything, I hope you decide against your urge to lose weight.

- Ashlee

By the way, I've always been really envious of shorter people! I hate always being the tall one in the group which probably seems kind of dumb, huh?

Hi, Rachel. How's life treating you now? I know it's been a few days since you posted, and I don't think there's anything I can say that hasn't already been said.

I would give you some advice on losing weight the healthy way, but I'm not too good at that myself... My parents are helping me to eat better, though.

And I know how you feel about being short. I am, too. Before they took off to college, my tall guy friends told me I'm "vertically impaired". Funny. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/jester.gif

Post back, and let us know how you're doing. If you want to talk to me personally, my email address is melissa@subdimension.com

I'm guessing if your parents are helping you eat better that you told them that you need help. That's aweome- I'm so glad for you. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif Thanks for emailing me back-it's great to know that there are people who care. How tall are you? Last year I ran for secretary of my GO and I made a whole speech on powerful short people. People got a kick out of it because I'm so short. And in it I named all the names poeple called me for being short. Vertically challanged was DEFINATELY one of them http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wink.gif Along with shrimp, shortie, condensed, tiny, dwarf...the list goes on and on http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif at least I know I'm not the only one. Anyway, thanks again for replying and I'm glad that your parents are helping you.
Luv,
Rachel