eminemworshipper
10-20-2001, 06:34 PM
I am officially the fattest girl on the board!! I am five feet and 112ish (probably more) blbs. How great does that make me feel?!?!? How guilty do I feel? And how worthless and useless am I?! Breaking the only thing I have control over!!!!!!!
I am so f*ckin Useless!!!
Sorry to the people who said they were five feet in the other entry...I am mad at myself....not u guys :-)
LIFE SUX!!!!!!
rad916
10-20-2001, 07:18 PM
and you don't have an ed??? 'scuse me if I laugh http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif.
Listen Caroline, we've majorly gotta talk. I wish I could talk to you in person, sometimes I speak better that way. But here's the deal. Do you know how normal your weight is? I bet, although I've never seen you, that you're beauiful and the perfect figure. And ya know what, even if your not, you're personality and the way you help people on this board is absolutely gorgeous. And you're not the fattest one here, trust me, k? I don't want to announce my weight over the board, but my ratio of height and weight is just like you'rs- I'm shorter than you and way a tiny drop less than you. AND I still look horribly skinny and am definately anorexic. YOU'RE WEIGHT MEANS NOTHING! please, understand that. And the comment you made on not being able to control the one thing you have control over? How 'bout luckily being healthy even though you have no control over your eating or weight. That's the better way to put it. And worthless?? I can promise you right now that I haven't even known you a month and I would cry my eyes out if G-d forbid something happened to you. You mean a lot to me. I wish you would understand that. I think you are an awesome beautiful person and I wish with all my heart that you could get better. Please, write back, tell me how you're feeling now.
Lots and lots of luv,
Rachel
eminemworshipper
10-22-2001, 01:43 PM
Sorry it has taken a day to reply. I had to go home urgently (the computer is at my Dad's). Thanx for your reply. I just felt like crying coz you're here to comfort me...thanx....u really are great!!
I have read the replie to my other posts aswell. Please don't mind me asking , but how tall are u and what do you weigh??
If u rather not answer I don't mind at all.
How are U feeling at the moment??? I don't really know the symtpoms of depressions so I couldn't exactly recognise it if it bites me in the *** !!! : )
I hope u r ok anyway....
Loads of luV....n HUGZ!!
CarolineXXXX
