tordek
10-01-2006, 05:40 PM
Well that's a bit long..
I`m very very very depressed on the past 8 monthes...
It started 2 monthes before I got drafted.. I Have bad allergies that I suffered from all my life... Lately it got very very bad..
Friends of mine always asked me why don`t I look them in the eyes when I speak to 'em and I came to conclusion that I really suffer from bad eye allergies that must be treated.. I started treating it and not accepting the suffering. I used eye drops that made the allergy even more severe.. and every day and day I couldn't open my eyes they hurted so much were so red and felt like something stuck there...
Well at this 2 monthes I had the flu that was combined with my allergies and it was so bad.. I barely made it through it.. I felt so bad..
After it my eyes still bothered me and I tried every med on earth and nothing helped! then I got drafted and went through an awful basic training that lasted for a month... MY eyes and my head were so bad but I finished it with a great deal of suffering.. I want to mention that I also neglected some urlogy problems that I suffer from...
I started getting allergy shots when I finished basic training and after 3 monthes of suffering my eyes started getting alot better.. Yet the headaches did not disappear. I also went to a urlogist which found my problem but couldn't diagnose it properly and now saying it might be mental...
I`m so frustrated that I can not FIX my health problems...
I think my health condition causing me to be very depressed and I really don`t know how long can I continue going through it..
I just can`t take it anymore , I can`t function when I`m suffering but since I am in the army I must go every single day and suffer.
I also have a great deal of allergans on army and It makes me feel so darn bad.
I started reading alot about allergy and it seems there's also other people who suffer from the same problems.
I don`t know if I got obssessed with health, I just know that I suffer almost everyday and these pains ruin my life.
I also find my self some times crying :\ I got home now after visiting friends I came back cause I felt bad and I found myself now so frustrated and panicked about my situation so I came to write here.
Please help me.
ty in advance
I`m very very very depressed on the past 8 monthes...
It started 2 monthes before I got drafted.. I Have bad allergies that I suffered from all my life... Lately it got very very bad..
Friends of mine always asked me why don`t I look them in the eyes when I speak to 'em and I came to conclusion that I really suffer from bad eye allergies that must be treated.. I started treating it and not accepting the suffering. I used eye drops that made the allergy even more severe.. and every day and day I couldn't open my eyes they hurted so much were so red and felt like something stuck there...
Well at this 2 monthes I had the flu that was combined with my allergies and it was so bad.. I barely made it through it.. I felt so bad..
After it my eyes still bothered me and I tried every med on earth and nothing helped! then I got drafted and went through an awful basic training that lasted for a month... MY eyes and my head were so bad but I finished it with a great deal of suffering.. I want to mention that I also neglected some urlogy problems that I suffer from...
I started getting allergy shots when I finished basic training and after 3 monthes of suffering my eyes started getting alot better.. Yet the headaches did not disappear. I also went to a urlogist which found my problem but couldn't diagnose it properly and now saying it might be mental...
I`m so frustrated that I can not FIX my health problems...
I think my health condition causing me to be very depressed and I really don`t know how long can I continue going through it..
I just can`t take it anymore , I can`t function when I`m suffering but since I am in the army I must go every single day and suffer.
I also have a great deal of allergans on army and It makes me feel so darn bad.
I started reading alot about allergy and it seems there's also other people who suffer from the same problems.
I don`t know if I got obssessed with health, I just know that I suffer almost everyday and these pains ruin my life.
I also find my self some times crying :\ I got home now after visiting friends I came back cause I felt bad and I found myself now so frustrated and panicked about my situation so I came to write here.
Please help me.
ty in advance