I have not posted in a long time so let me update you all with everything new. I am Kiba 18 years old in high school and I have major depression, sever migraines, asburgers, mild scitsofrinic, alergies, vision problems, hearing problems, dissociative episodes, low self-esteem, social angsiaty, and I am speacial ED. For most of my life I have been depressed and suicidal. I have been in and out of the hospital 5 times for the last 3 years for attempted suicide. I am hear today because I am cutting again and I am slipping back into the dark hole of deppresion. What do you think I should do before it becomes to late. I hate the hospital!!!!!!!!!

Your friend
Kiba:angel:

I think you should find somebody you can trust and talk to them. Good Luck. Keep me updated. Have a nice day.:wave:

hi Kiba,

tell the doctors how you are really feeling. don't hide your feelings. and please do not hurt yourself. tell the doctor or (like shorty said), tell someone you trust, that you believe your meds don't work for you anymore, because you're starting to feel bad again.

kiba, hospitals are not nice places to be in. they are horrible. you don't have to go back there, but you have to be honest with the people around you, especially with those who really care about you.

i think you are a strong person to have to deal with so many problems. you've been doing very good so far, kiba, you know that?!! i'm really proud of you. i just wish you would not try to do something bad to yourself anymore. you are so strong, and i'm sure you're caring, and loving, and good-hearted, and many more things....

please try to stay strong, because i can tell you are strong!!!! and talk to someone. also, write back here when you have some news.

best of luck to you!!!

Hey kibs, you've been missed. Sorry to hear your struggling. I do think you should talk to someone, see if you can find a reason for what's knocking you back at the moment. Take it really easy and be good to yourself, as you deserve. You know you've got all of us on good old health boards.
x

Hey Kiba,

I'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time right now. I haven't been around in a long time. I posted here about a year ago under a different name. You called me "Mom". Things have been going well in my life and I've been real busy. What's been going on? Still in school? How are things with the parents now. I know you were struggling with especially your father a year ago. I have though of you often since I've been away and hope to hear from you soon.

Hey Kiba: Just wanted to pop in and say hi. I think alot of old posters will be returning soon due to the lack of natural light. Hope things turn around for you

take care
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