Hi, there.

I posted the Ipecac messages under "Trustn" the other day and Hopelesslyfalling was one of the people who replied that whom I'd like to talk to.

Hopelessly, you sound like a sweetie yourself who is in a lot of pain. I'm really concerned about what you said about your physical health symptoms. I know I'm very messed up myself, more than I've ever been, but if you ever want to chat, e-mail me at stigma@inorbit.com. I'm a 21-year old female college student from Canada who's been battling this monster for about six years.

Please, please, PLEASE see a doctor about the health problems you are having. I don't mean to alarm you, but it sounds like something that could be very dangerous/serious if not dealt w/ right away. Take care!

awww, thank you. i'm really scared about my symptoms too. and, i purged today. bad mistake. i'm so scared i don't know what to do, but i'm going to therapy in a few hours, and i'll probably just break down when i get there. i have so much built up inside of me, that if anyone, like my therapist so often does, lol, if she speaks my name ever so gently, i'll just crumble into a heap of tears. and that is so uncharacteristic of me. but i guess that's what has to happen in order for me to heal. but, i'll talk to my therapist about what happened with the bleeding, and see what she wants to do. thank you for your support, it really means a lot to me.