Okay, folks, today I am really, really antsy and just need you to reassure me.

CD, in one post no long ago, you in your usual intuitive manner told me not to worry about the cancer spreading after radiation stopped, as the cancer continues to be killed after it stops.

I need to hear that from you again.

You all may recall that I am a little antsy about the wait for surgery, mine is 6 weeks -- I am 2 weeks since last radiation and 4 weeks until surgery. All of you reassured me that this was safe, beneficial timeframe. I guess I need to hear that again.

Sorry I am such a nutjob today but I am really anxious. I do have meds if I get too tangled up in my brain, and will use them if I cannot talk myself down.

I love you guys, thanks for answering, hope everyone is plugging along well with their care.

Jeni