Not good today, not good. Stomach cramps have become unbearable. Constant dihorea. Somehow gained 10lbs. Can't fit into my jeans. Can't control the need to keep putting food into my mouth. Waking up through the night to eat. Treating everyone around me like s***t. Pressure from every possible angle.
Got my exam results in the post this morning....I failed.
Think it's gonna be a really bad day.....

so sorry 9volt about the exams and the bad,bad day. I don't know what to say other than things will probably work themselves out eventually. Can you repeat the courses? Sorry you're feeling so sick. Keep us posted. Mel

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awwwww, 9volt!! I am so sorry to hear that you're having such a rough day!! How have you been doing with your recovery, beyond the bad day, I mean.

Don't worry about treating everyone around you badly, those that know about your problems understand, and those that don't would understand if they knew. It's time to concentrate on you, and getting you happy! You deserve to be happy!

Sending happy thoughts your way
Don't give up!!

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~sarah~

I KNOW THINGS ARE REALLY HARD FOR YOU RIGHT NOW. I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM HERE FOR YOU. I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER YOU CAN EMAIL ME ANYTIME OK. ARE YOU ALLOWED TO RESIT YOUR EXAMS IF YOU TELL THEM WHATS GOING ON?

Hey there, 9Volt. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wave.gif

I’m so sorry you’re feeling so down right now. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/frown.gif It’s important to remember that bad days are just a part of the recovery process... just as good days are! Unfortunately, bad days are just all part of the deal – but don’t stress, they DO go away eventually! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif What you need to do right now is just be EXTRA strong and just stick it out through those bad days. I know it’s hard, 9Volt... but like I said, it’s (unfortunately) all part of the process.

About those exams: I know it feels very depressing to fail something... seriously, I do!!! I failed my first math test this year. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/frown.gif And boy did that get me down! Okay, I know that a test isn’t as big a deal as an exam, but that doesn’t mean that it won’t get easier as time goes by. Give yourself a break, 9Volt, you’ve had a lot to deal with lately. An exam that you didn’t pass isn’t the end of the world. Maybe it would be a good idea to take some time out before you try the exam again? I, for one, was told to take the rest of this year off school! And that was in about April, and the school year here doesn’t end until sometime in November! Of course, I couldn’t let myself do that – just my stubborn nature I guess... and the fear of never being able to catch up – but a shorter break probably would have been a good idea! Please give yourself some time out and quit worrying about this past exam. It’s been and it’s gone. Okay, so you didn’t get the result you were after this time, but that’s life sometimes. Sometimes you have to try a few times to get the result you were after – but like I said, you had a lot to deal with while preparing for these exams. Work on the eating disorder first, THEN go for the exam again! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/grad.gif

Good luck!
Ashlee

[This message has been edited by Ashlee (edited 08-02-2002).]