singingsmiles
07-29-2002, 12:10 AM
Okay, excuse me y'all, but I really need to vent! I've had a bad day...
So, today, I walked into the den to talk to my parents, and on the desk sitting next to the computer by my dad was a box that had my name on it. So, I was like "what's that? It has my name on it!" So, my parents handed it to me...they made me a "care package" [long story as to why I got it, won't get into that]. So I open up the box, and inside is chocolate, m&m's, a letter, pictures, and a note card that said my parents would buy me a computer game...So, I read the letter... "...we wanted you to know how much we love you and care about you, so here is your own 'care package'.....You are growing into such a wonderful and beautiful young lady...it's fun to have you home now because we'll miss you a whole lot someday. Love, Mom and Dad" I feel horrible now!! Their "wonderful and beautiful young lady" is suffering from an ED and I didn't have the courage to tell them, that was probably the best time to tell them and i didn't!! And, I just feel so bad hiding this from them, but I know I'm not ready to tell them... http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/confused.gif
And, I'm so scared! [this is a bit off topic, but it's got me down, so I'm going to share] I have to go to my back doctor tomorrow! He's going to give me x-rays and see if my scoliosis has increased! Right now, the curve in my spine is 45 degrees and if it reaches 60 degrees then I need surgery...the doctor said that the way it will grow is if I grow, and I haven't grown, but I'm still scared that it might have...I've already been through a surgery...that was on my knee, and it was a simple surgery, this would be a bigger, more complex surgery and I'm not sure if I could deal with that... http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/frown.gif
Anyway, I'm done complaining now!! Thanks for listening!
--Katie
So, today, I walked into the den to talk to my parents, and on the desk sitting next to the computer by my dad was a box that had my name on it. So, I was like "what's that? It has my name on it!" So, my parents handed it to me...they made me a "care package" [long story as to why I got it, won't get into that]. So I open up the box, and inside is chocolate, m&m's, a letter, pictures, and a note card that said my parents would buy me a computer game...So, I read the letter... "...we wanted you to know how much we love you and care about you, so here is your own 'care package'.....You are growing into such a wonderful and beautiful young lady...it's fun to have you home now because we'll miss you a whole lot someday. Love, Mom and Dad" I feel horrible now!! Their "wonderful and beautiful young lady" is suffering from an ED and I didn't have the courage to tell them, that was probably the best time to tell them and i didn't!! And, I just feel so bad hiding this from them, but I know I'm not ready to tell them... http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/confused.gif
And, I'm so scared! [this is a bit off topic, but it's got me down, so I'm going to share] I have to go to my back doctor tomorrow! He's going to give me x-rays and see if my scoliosis has increased! Right now, the curve in my spine is 45 degrees and if it reaches 60 degrees then I need surgery...the doctor said that the way it will grow is if I grow, and I haven't grown, but I'm still scared that it might have...I've already been through a surgery...that was on my knee, and it was a simple surgery, this would be a bigger, more complex surgery and I'm not sure if I could deal with that... http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/frown.gif
Anyway, I'm done complaining now!! Thanks for listening!
--Katie