Hi everyone! Thanks for the responses, I am glad that I have people to talk to.

What I meant was when I said "I think I am on the verge of being anorexic" was... well I am a dancer. I'm only 13 and I have amazing tecnique(as I am told). The only thing holding me back is that I am a little too heavy. Of course I am trying to lose a few pounds but it is not working. My mommy is physically fit and she wears smaller sized clothes than I do and it is sad. She is always on my case that I need to lose some weight but when I am around food I can't help myself! I have been trying to watch what I eat but my mom says I am not eating enough. I don't realize it but I have only been eating dinner... and when she says I don't eat enough we get into an arguement and I go in my room and do something else and that just blocks my mind from thinking about food...

That is why I said I think I am on the verge of being anorexic. Well I am going to go. Thanks for your responses!

Jillian

Hi again Jillian,

You always have people to talk to on these boards, which is why they are so great!! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif

I'm sorry your mom is always on your back about what you eat. That has to be horrible. Is she concerned that you need to LOSE weight or that you're losing TOO much weight? Either way having someone watching over your food allthe time just makes the thoughts about food even more unavoidable! Please realize, though, that you are beautiful the way you are. And if you're thinking about losing weight, try it the "healthy" way. Eat balanced meals, do regular exercise. It sounds as if you are realizing that you may already be in the grips of an ED...if this is the case realize that you are not alone and that you deserve help just as much as everyone else! Good luck, keep us posted!!

NEVER GIVE UP
~sarah~

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