So yea i passed out at the hospital. I guess from what they tell me i was out for like 10 minutes. not fun. They were all freaking out and ****, but because i was 18, they could not call my parents. Thank god. Well while i was out of it, they looked inside my mouth and say that the enamual on my teeth was worn down, because of throwing-up all the time. course i denied it. So they have been watching me closely. Whatever. That didn't really concern me. But then on my birthday, my friend, whose birthday is the same day, took me out to a night club. That was the first time we could get in. Well it was really hot, and i hadn't eaten in 5 days, and i passed out. The security i guess carryed me out of there, and called the paramedics because i was not coming to. Well i woke up in the ambulance, and begged them not to take me to the hospital, but they did anyways, because i was out for 15 minutes before they had gotten there, and i was still not all with it. Well they took me to the hospital that i work at. They were kinda pissed at me because i had passed out twice in 1 week. So they made me eat a hamburger. WOW. big deal. it tasted so good. So know everytime i go to work they make me eat infront of someone. That was the only way that they would not tell my parents, plus i have to go through weekly weigh ins at work. Only like 2 nurses know, but it is still really embarrasing. Oh well, i guess i will do whatever it takes for them not to tell my parents. you know. I am jsut afraid that i am going to pass out again at work. They said that next time i was brought in our passed out at work, that they would admit me to the hospital, in the eating disorder ward. That scares the hell out of me. I am going to go to DC in January for the march for life, and i am scared that i am going to pass out there. I guess i will have to deal with it if it happens, but try not to worry about it until then.
~Kelly~