Last night i had a dream that i was in a cafe and there was a murder trying to kill the people in it. Eventually i became the murderer, I woke up feeling very dehydrated and kinda sick. I went to get fluids, but i just felt kinda sick when i drunk the water, so i only had half a glass. I got to sleep again, and dreamt of my mother dying :( She had hung herself. i woke up feeling very sad and scared. my meds stopped yesterday, Is this possibly withdrawal symptoms? I had watched a horror movie that night, so maybe it was just that. Also another disturbing thing i'm getting is dreams about smoking. I quit smoking nearly a year ago, and don't ever want to start again. In these dreams i crave ciggerettes. why? it's been so long why would i crave now? It's scary.

You are probably craving cigs now coza your stressful dreams. the murder and death was probably the film. :)

by the way i am looking at dream meanings on the internet right now. i find dreams really interesting. last night i dreampt a reaaly scary spider was in my bedroom with me and si, bf, and at first he was ignoring it then i said si this is a black widow!:eek: ! and he freaked out. i kept telling him to kill it but he wouldn't and the spider was slowly growing larger and larger, so in the end i killed it and i felt so much relief!!

I think the black widow represents all my issues and baggage and i really wanted si to end them and deal with them but he can't becoz he doesn't control what i think and eventually i had to deal with my own issues and i will feel relief! in the end i just picked up this candlabra and spashed the black widow which as large as a small cat by now and it tookk a few wacks and i was scared but i just kept squashing it down and down and eventually it burst and blood went everywhere but all the fear and worry and horrid feeling it made me feel were gone. and i felt so good becuase id taken responsability for my own fears and delt with them.

anyway it was good to share thanks