i just want to say how much i feel for all of you on here. i've had a freind die in 2001 from a herion overdose. that was really something. it is really tragic and herioc this existence of ours. i have deep admiration for the pain in us. people are dying everywhere. overseas, here. everywhere. it never never stops. its not only your loved one who has passed. there's someone else who we don't "know" who has passed at the same time somehwere else or right down the street possibly. it is actually such a beautiful thing. i feel sorry for saying that and glad to say it too. please feel this. we are one in spirit. rejoice. not exactly in god or the lord but just life and death.