polbilly
05-06-2003, 11:06 PM
Anyone who is thinking of going down this road please think again, this state meant is 100% true.
How Bulimia turns around on a person
Once a binge begins, all emotional feelings are blocked out and the food acts as an anesthetic. In this way, very briefly it does what was hoped. Inevitably, however, a binge leaves you feeling you have done something bad to yourself. It quickly yields intense feelings of new types, which become as intolerable as the ones that set off the binge to begin with. Shame, guilt, self-disgust and self-hatred may flood you when you have just binged. In addition, you may become terrified about weight gain--regardless of the caloric intake of the binge. Altogether this makes for an experience of feeling terribly out of control.
How Bulimia turns around on a person
Once a binge begins, all emotional feelings are blocked out and the food acts as an anesthetic. In this way, very briefly it does what was hoped. Inevitably, however, a binge leaves you feeling you have done something bad to yourself. It quickly yields intense feelings of new types, which become as intolerable as the ones that set off the binge to begin with. Shame, guilt, self-disgust and self-hatred may flood you when you have just binged. In addition, you may become terrified about weight gain--regardless of the caloric intake of the binge. Altogether this makes for an experience of feeling terribly out of control.