So Monday I was 92 lbs. I ate a good amount in the day, and still binged on my Halloween candy at night, and as usual I hated myself afterwards. I try to remind myself that 92 is nowhere near fat, and I look in the mirror and I can partially see my ribs, but it's NORMAL looking. Yet I still say "EWWW my guttttttt". :dizzy: I hate it and I'm TRYING to change my perception but it's so hard. My friend yelled at me yesterday cuz I made a comment about dress shopping and added, "after I lose a few.." and she went OFF like, "You make me feel fat cuz I'm 125 and you complain about bein' 92 pounds, blah blah blah..." or whatever she said. I cringed and I was almost afraid she was gonna make a comment like "you're such an anorexic" (she has no idea of my food issues) but she didn't cuz I changed the subject. lol

I got off topic, sorry. ANYWAYS, I avoided binging yesterday and I was SOOOO proud of myself, and then because I still haven't kicked my habit of weighing myself everyday, I weighed myself when I got outa bed and it said 88.5 lbs. How do you lose that amount of weight over night, cuz I ate plenty in the day and it can't ALL be water weight. I did exercise though.. but that wouldn't be enough to make a drastic change like that. :confused:

So my weight went back up to 92 today. LOL I am totally lost and I don't get the scale. Now I question whether like, I'm REALLY 88.5 and because I overate today it's all water and food weight or what. I hate numbers, and I was never good in math. :confused: