Tomorrow i am at my gps and i am feeling really scared
but yet i need his help
another part of me is saying
you are ok you dont need to go
then
its saying yep u do need to get there

i am so scared i will end up saying i'm ok :dizzy: it was a silly stupid episode and i am ashamed but i can control it now :angel:


i know i cant control it and i know it will happen again but i am worried it all comes out wrong and i get so i cant spaeak to him and feel like a :jester:

i know this is late posting it at 2.24 am but cant sleep

as i am at my gps at 8,40 in morning but just needed to get it off my chest

will let you know tomorrow
HOW I COPED

thanxs for listerning gals