I've had an ED since I was 14, off and on. It goes in cycles of lasting anywhere from between 6 months to my current record of over 2 years. I have been doing ok up until this last month or so. I had been restricting still, but not to the extreme I had been. I also hadn't B/P'd for quite a while - until the day before y'day. Now I am restricting more again. I have been really depressed and anxious lately due to a recent miscarriage, which has also been putting strain on my relationship with my boyfriend.

I dont know what to do anymore. I feel so lost.