i feel so despondent tonite, very sad!! we had a great subway feed today at lunch and i was the only one not eating it, i brought my safe cereal and blueberries, same thing i eat every day for lunch. now i know everyone thinks i have ed, all my coworkers were like, just eat it, why did you bring cereal? they were all enjoying themselves, eating subs, chips, pop and laughing, having a great time, i so much hate myself and this life i lead, i want to be normal!!

I'm sorry!! :( Yes, it DOES suck, if it makes you feel any better I eat the same d@mn thing for lunch everyday too. Soon we will have a Christmas potluck dinner, and everyone is suppose to contribute to bring something, and that is a day where everyone just pigs out. Thankfully, I'm mostly stuck in my little deli area and all the food is gone or old by the time I get to the breakroom.

Awe, Case...I wish I could give you a big hug right now. I know the feeling. I absolutely hate it when people pressure me to eat and question me when I do not. Hang in there.