Hey,
Thank you for your replys I really didn;t think anyone would reply. I call him today just to talk about....basically nothing, just sit there like we used to and talk about anything. We had an okay conversation. I told him I loved him before getting off the phone, he didnt say anything. I am really hurt, but I just have to try to understand.
The whole thing with us bring together in a relationship was.... well I was and I still am in live with him. But, we did break up almost 2 years ago. We did have little i still like you moments, and a little bit of dating. But, nothing like before his accident.
He was being sponsered for his skate boarding. I went with him to practice for his photo shoot when out of now where in the half pipe he had a seizure. I had no idea what was going on, ive never even heard of such a thing till then. A women ran up and told me to call 911. After about 5 months opf him being in and out fo the hospital, h wanted to break up. I was heart broken, i was there with him through everything.
I am seeing someone else now, and have a son with him ( my son has cerebral palsy by the way). I love my boyfriend very much, but i could never love like i loved russel.
Ive seen russel have seizures for 2 years now, i know what to do and im not scared anymore. I just worry about him all the time. He just doesnt want me to see him like that.I also see my son have seizures.
I dont know what im saying, im just baballing on now. so i am going, please write back. or email me if you have something to ask or say at HappysButterfly@aol.com
Renai