Well, I survived my Thanksgiving meal. I was soooo full!!! I keep trying not to think about how many calories I must have eaten. That darn ED voice kept screaming at me, but I just tried to ignore him. I did, however, give in a little by doing several hundred sit-ups and leg lifts afterwards. Hey, recovery takes time. I am just glad I was able to enjoy the meal with my family.

Im glad to hear it went well and that you could enjoy your family:)

I was so nervous since my family thinks I have an ED that they would pay extra attention to what I ate. Im so full right now but not stuffed so I guess Im doing okay. I just cant stand to think of how many calories I ate today:dizzy: I mean I "feel" heavier already although it could be bloating or I just need to digest. I Ive been snacking all day but dinner was kinda small. keep hearing that ED voice telling me that I have to restrict all next week to make up for today

AHhh I just had dinner. I did fairly okay. Like I had one small spoonful of coleslaw, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, a few bites of turkey, about 1/4 cup corn, 3 rolls (with butter), and a wine cooler. Then for dessert I had a hunk of chocolate delight pie. I'm stuffed, and food made me feel sleepy. :yawn: And then my brother was like, "Is that all you're going to eat?" I just nod.

Oh, I know! ED keeps telling me that I better restrict all next week too. I have a feeling next week may be tough. We'll see. Mops, my family is just the opposite right now. They all think that my eating disorder is a thing of the past and that I am no longer struggling with it. It is difficult because I am afraid of them finding about my recent relapse.