do you guys have supporting families and friends?? my hubby is it!! i mean all my friends and family care but when they hang the phone up thats when they forget me. i live out in the country, so there is nothing in walking distance. i would love to take my kids to the park or get ice cream, but i will never drive with them in the car!! everyone calls and tells me what great adventures they have been doing and then they ask me, and my reply is since i can't drive we stayed home and played. i always recieve the same responce, oh yeah i forgot nextt ime i will call you and you guys can come with us! needless to say the phone doesn't ring until after they haave went! I guess i'm alitttle mad today!! my husband and me and the kids went over to my grandma's yesterday and plowed her garden and did a few other little odds and ends, she got to talking about strawberries. asked if i had gotten any yet. i told her no that they have been closed by the time randy gets home from work. she said she had and they were so good she was going back today and get herself somemore. no offer of taking me or getting me some after hinting nonstop. we are always there for everyone, rather its babysitting, baling hay(which is more me than my husband), building porches, painting, making food for weddings or parties, but no one ever takes the time out for us!! (for me when i need it) am i wrong about this? i don't expect them to cater to me and the kids but calling once in awhile wouldn't hurt, especially if they care as much as they are always saying they do!! maybe i'm just having another pity party for myself!!?? or maybe a good cry is all the relief i need. sorry for being so down!!

http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/angel.gif Lisa

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Angels are real! When you need them most they come. My angel is my daughter who saved me from drowning in our bath tub. She's my hero and my life!