I think too much, i know this: ) my seizures have been having a fun time w/ me lately, despite my belief that Depakote is doing a good job. but i also have been having life problems that has caused me stress that I normal dont have. I wont bore u, but life is stressful sometimes. do u think the best cure for epilepsy is to live an easy kind of rural area, not a stressful life? I mean few of us will excuse ourselfes from the world and go live a peaceful quiet life. I think once things calm down again in my life, my seizures(grandmals, petite mals) will go away. I have really tried hard since i have been sick is to not stress out over little things, even big ones, but seeing my little girl in the hospital over night did it for me, my gosh did it make me grateful it was only for one night. and to our friends that have children w/ epilepsy, it made my heart cry, I thought of u at the hospital, i know i wished i could of taken my childs pain away in a second if i could. ((())