jgr01
02-07-2007, 09:02 AM
when did i start looking like i do today?
when did i start having the reservations about the fun things? A girly night out?, Dancing on the beach in the nude in the early hours, shooting tequila with a group of strangers....
when should i sell all my clothes? I'm sure I'll never get back into them
when will i be me?
when did i start having the reservations about the fun things? A girly night out?, Dancing on the beach in the nude in the early hours, shooting tequila with a group of strangers....
when should i sell all my clothes? I'm sure I'll never get back into them
when will i be me?
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bpd_bipolar
02-07-2007, 12:27 PM
Sometimes we do lose ourselves.......sometimes it is hard to find ourselves once we have lost ourselves.
You need to look past what you see in the mirror, look into your eyes and see into your soul. See the beautifulness that is the real you and realize that YOU are the one that controls the beauty within and there IS BEAUTY WITHIN.
It took me a while to be content with how I look on the outside, don't get me wrong, yes, I still am trying to lose weight. I weigh 210 pounds. I have been hovering for months. I was at 175, then shot back up because of meds or depression, not sure which at the time. But I am off the meds that made me gain and I am on topamax that is supposed to help you lose weight. my boyfriend is on topamax too. he i son 100mg. and he dropped 10 pounds in 30 days. I am going up to 200 mg. (on 125mg. and haven't lost anything yet and it has been a month so far) but I am not giving up.
DON'T GIVE UP ON YOURSELF!!!!!!
Remember that there is beauty within you. You do not have to party with strangers or have others to verify you are good looking to deem it so, I know it helps, but it doesn't make it so. I have come to learn that (in almost 4 years, my boyfriend has told me I was pretty just once).
So.........you shall be all right.
You need to look past what you see in the mirror, look into your eyes and see into your soul. See the beautifulness that is the real you and realize that YOU are the one that controls the beauty within and there IS BEAUTY WITHIN.
It took me a while to be content with how I look on the outside, don't get me wrong, yes, I still am trying to lose weight. I weigh 210 pounds. I have been hovering for months. I was at 175, then shot back up because of meds or depression, not sure which at the time. But I am off the meds that made me gain and I am on topamax that is supposed to help you lose weight. my boyfriend is on topamax too. he i son 100mg. and he dropped 10 pounds in 30 days. I am going up to 200 mg. (on 125mg. and haven't lost anything yet and it has been a month so far) but I am not giving up.
DON'T GIVE UP ON YOURSELF!!!!!!
Remember that there is beauty within you. You do not have to party with strangers or have others to verify you are good looking to deem it so, I know it helps, but it doesn't make it so. I have come to learn that (in almost 4 years, my boyfriend has told me I was pretty just once).
So.........you shall be all right.