ICC
02-08-2007, 08:49 AM
I don't know if i'll get everyone but will try. Lost_in_Time, i know you posted to nikkie the other day but how are you?
dustoff----I know you have checked in but am thinking about you.
anne, trg, isitme.............let us know how you are. please:)
if i have missed anyone, someone else please add to the missing.
Grasshopper
dustoff----I know you have checked in but am thinking about you.
anne, trg, isitme.............let us know how you are. please:)
if i have missed anyone, someone else please add to the missing.
Grasshopper
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isitme
02-08-2007, 10:45 AM
Occasional lurker - checking in, (Just to put your mind at rest). I'm doing good.:)
dustoffkid
02-08-2007, 11:15 AM
Hi,
Actually I hadn't even been really lurking- I did check in on some of the other boards but not this one. No offense, I just wanted the easy ones for a while.
I had a relatively sleepless night last night, woke up from dreams about 2 A.M. and had a hard time getting back to sleep... my mind started on the endless loop of traumas, failings, etc. (I'm sure you all know how it is). The wind was howling (I am sure you've all seen the weather reports up here) and it added to the disquiet.
Anyway, I am okay, and have the doggy to keep me company (and work to keep me busy). Still working on the house getting it ready to sell. Hubby and I talk fairly often right now; after they move him to a different place in the H**Lhole he won't have access to phone so much.
So, a snowy North Country wave :wave: ,
Dustoff
Actually I hadn't even been really lurking- I did check in on some of the other boards but not this one. No offense, I just wanted the easy ones for a while.
I had a relatively sleepless night last night, woke up from dreams about 2 A.M. and had a hard time getting back to sleep... my mind started on the endless loop of traumas, failings, etc. (I'm sure you all know how it is). The wind was howling (I am sure you've all seen the weather reports up here) and it added to the disquiet.
Anyway, I am okay, and have the doggy to keep me company (and work to keep me busy). Still working on the house getting it ready to sell. Hubby and I talk fairly often right now; after they move him to a different place in the H**Lhole he won't have access to phone so much.
So, a snowy North Country wave :wave: ,
Dustoff
stick2013
02-08-2007, 11:45 AM
Hey Dustoff,
Sorry that the mind is having a hard time shutting down for the night....And even sorrier that hubby will not have access to a phone soon. I really don't know how you people deal with it, but I give you so much credit. I just wish that this crap could just END!!!!! I know that you probably feel even stronger about that......
But I am glad for one thing.........:bouncing: :bouncing: :bouncing: That YOU are getting SNOW and WE are NOT!!!!!!!!!! I think that we have about 2 inches on the ground here. But I have seen years when we have had 5 or 6 feet, so this is like heaven......
Talk to you soon....
Hugs,
sid
Sorry that the mind is having a hard time shutting down for the night....And even sorrier that hubby will not have access to a phone soon. I really don't know how you people deal with it, but I give you so much credit. I just wish that this crap could just END!!!!! I know that you probably feel even stronger about that......
But I am glad for one thing.........:bouncing: :bouncing: :bouncing: That YOU are getting SNOW and WE are NOT!!!!!!!!!! I think that we have about 2 inches on the ground here. But I have seen years when we have had 5 or 6 feet, so this is like heaven......
Talk to you soon....
Hugs,
sid
dustoffkid
02-08-2007, 11:49 AM
In Oswego they are saying over 100" just this week.
I don't have quite that much at my house though.
I don't have quite that much at my house though.
ICC
02-08-2007, 12:42 PM
isitme-----glad you are doing well! I think of you often. Keep it going and thanks for easing my mind. Be well girlfriend
Love,
Grasshopper
dustoff----nice to see you. Also sorry about the sleepless nights. they are so hard. I went through years of not sleeping soundly for more than 2 hours so I understand the mind racing. Glad you are able to have contact with hubby at this point. Will continue to pray for his safe return and your peace of mind. I am with Sid. I hate this and wish to God we were not apart of it. I do say a prayer a day and thank God for our troops and their undying devotion to our freedom. Being a victim of the Viet Nam era, as Sid is I remember the destruction that war causes....................
Love,
Grasshopper
Love,
Grasshopper
dustoff----nice to see you. Also sorry about the sleepless nights. they are so hard. I went through years of not sleeping soundly for more than 2 hours so I understand the mind racing. Glad you are able to have contact with hubby at this point. Will continue to pray for his safe return and your peace of mind. I am with Sid. I hate this and wish to God we were not apart of it. I do say a prayer a day and thank God for our troops and their undying devotion to our freedom. Being a victim of the Viet Nam era, as Sid is I remember the destruction that war causes....................
Love,
Grasshopper
dustoffkid
02-08-2007, 01:00 PM
Thanks.
Thanks for everything, but especially your prayers. It means so much to me (and of course I told hubby and he says thanks too).
Dustoff
Thanks for everything, but especially your prayers. It means so much to me (and of course I told hubby and he says thanks too).
Dustoff
Lost_in_Time
02-08-2007, 08:17 PM
sorry for lurking..i just don't know what to say..it all seems pretty useless...so better to just watch
Hang in there y'all!!
Hang in there y'all!!
stick2013
02-08-2007, 09:08 PM
Dear Lost......
NO ONE ON THIS EARTH IS USELESS!!!!!!!!! We all have something to offer.....
Hugs,
Sid
NO ONE ON THIS EARTH IS USELESS!!!!!!!!! We all have something to offer.....
Hugs,
Sid
dustoffkid
02-09-2007, 08:19 AM
Nothing is useless. If you gain more from watching everyone back and forth on here, great. I have an unfortunate habit of forgetting to post every now and again, but ICC and others remind me.
Join on in, and say hi every now and then.
Join on in, and say hi every now and then.
Lost_in_Time
02-09-2007, 05:17 PM
Thanks. I know I'm welcome here. You all do a great job of making people feel welcome.
It's been a really bad week. I found out last weekend that a niece of mine had been molested by her father (the other side of my family). That makes three nieces of mine now..no..four...that have accused someone in their family...three of them my brothres..one a brother in law.. i emailed this family rendition to my T but he did not get it...so when trying to talk to him about it, I had to actually verbalize it..instead of having had him read it...and ...HE SAYS..that it hit me hard and caused me to not be able to cope this week..i didn't go to work..i couldn't face life....it was just too hard.....
i hope i'm coming out of it..i just talked to him on the phone....he wanted me to get out of the house..but i just dont' think i can.....
okay..now i'm rambling..i'm sorry...i dont' talk then i ramble forever..forgive me...
i hope i'm on th emend...and being home on the weekend without having to worry about work will be easier
It's been a really bad week. I found out last weekend that a niece of mine had been molested by her father (the other side of my family). That makes three nieces of mine now..no..four...that have accused someone in their family...three of them my brothres..one a brother in law.. i emailed this family rendition to my T but he did not get it...so when trying to talk to him about it, I had to actually verbalize it..instead of having had him read it...and ...HE SAYS..that it hit me hard and caused me to not be able to cope this week..i didn't go to work..i couldn't face life....it was just too hard.....
i hope i'm coming out of it..i just talked to him on the phone....he wanted me to get out of the house..but i just dont' think i can.....
okay..now i'm rambling..i'm sorry...i dont' talk then i ramble forever..forgive me...
i hope i'm on th emend...and being home on the weekend without having to worry about work will be easier
ICC
02-09-2007, 05:55 PM
Lost_in_Time--------first i don't feel you ever ramble but make perfect sense. I would expect hearing news like this would be a trigger that could set you back. You know what? I really feel it's a step in the right direction when you can admit you were thrown for a loop, take the time you needed off from work and deal with what you needed to deal with. really proud of you. You've come so far. Please don't slight yourself. When I was hit and hit hard with something I would just keep plugging ahead and bury it so far in the back of my mind that it took years, and I know you understand this, to get it out. I feel you took care of yourself and didn't push, push, push. You didn't put on your mask and act like nothing was wrong. You dealt with it. I hope this weekend brings you peace and a little more energy to get out of the house. Remember the bubbles and candles.
Lots of love coming your way...............
Grasshopper
Lots of love coming your way...............
Grasshopper
stick2013
02-09-2007, 06:08 PM
Dear Lost,
Facing our triggers is an important step. We have to know what they are, and then find a way to work either around them or face them head on... It must not only have UPSET you to find this out, but I have a feeling that ANGER is hiding just under the surface..... I just get very angry about perpetrators today. I get an uneasy rage, and will rant for awhile, let it out by screaming at the TV or paper or how ever I find out....
It's a part of our healing......Facing the VERY THINGS THAT WE HAVE BEEN RUNNING FROM......
I wish you well on your journey...
Hugs,
Sid
Facing our triggers is an important step. We have to know what they are, and then find a way to work either around them or face them head on... It must not only have UPSET you to find this out, but I have a feeling that ANGER is hiding just under the surface..... I just get very angry about perpetrators today. I get an uneasy rage, and will rant for awhile, let it out by screaming at the TV or paper or how ever I find out....
It's a part of our healing......Facing the VERY THINGS THAT WE HAVE BEEN RUNNING FROM......
I wish you well on your journey...
Hugs,
Sid
zencat
02-10-2007, 05:43 AM
Hi, Isitme, Dustoff, Lost…..Welcome
I hope you all can find what you all need here.
Zencat
I hope you all can find what you all need here.
Zencat