Bothofus
02-13-2007, 05:04 PM
I have been suffering from mental torment for many years; severe obsessive compulsive behavior as well as constant fear from various sources. Also, growing up isolated with very few friends, the desire for attention caused me to become what I call a 'compulsive daydreamer'. I have dozens of daydreams daily - (not sexual fantasies) every kind of daydream you can imagine, pleasant and frightening, such as meeting a new friend or making my co-workers laugh with my wit, or being followed by a stalker. I have had this obsession for at least 5 years.
Yesterday one of them 'came true'. I was phsyically harassed in my co-workers car. It was minor yet very disturbing for me since nothing of the sort had happened before. My co-worker has since denied the incident over and over even to the point of swearing on his children that he never did such a thing.
I remember the incident clearly in my head but then I started to become very afraid that there was some chance I had imagined the whole thing. I've certainly imagined such incidents before but I was always completely aware they were fake.
Is there any chance, given the state of my mind, that what took place was something that was all in my head? I doubt it. I very highly doubt it but is there a chance?:confused:
Yesterday one of them 'came true'. I was phsyically harassed in my co-workers car. It was minor yet very disturbing for me since nothing of the sort had happened before. My co-worker has since denied the incident over and over even to the point of swearing on his children that he never did such a thing.
I remember the incident clearly in my head but then I started to become very afraid that there was some chance I had imagined the whole thing. I've certainly imagined such incidents before but I was always completely aware they were fake.
Is there any chance, given the state of my mind, that what took place was something that was all in my head? I doubt it. I very highly doubt it but is there a chance?:confused:
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alien7
02-14-2007, 12:31 PM
No one can tell you if it really happen or not but if you say you are imagining things maybe you should get checked out mentally. Because once you can't tell fantasy from reality apart that's not normal...
BabyLove8
03-05-2007, 11:52 AM
I sometimes dream and I'm not sure whether It is a dream or its reality. I don't know if its a side effect of my medicines or that I am bipolar. It doesn't happen all of the time just sometimes.

