Hi. I'm new to the group and I just wanted to share my story. I have been struggling with an eating disorder since the age of 15. Lately, the thoughts and symptoms have increased, including over exercising, food restriction, and taking diet pills. I feel like I am losing my grip again and the urges seem so overwhelming. I am and always have been ashamed and guilty for this disorder. It seems that the most recent trigger was the death of my best friend in June 2005 from advanced breast cancer. I feel so torn because I do not feel ready to deal with her death, but this disorder is intensifying. I have a tendency to isolate and withdraw and I have to admit to depressed feelings as well. I am hoping that by sharing my story I can gain some support and feedback.

scarletknight33

Scarlet, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. But you've come to the right place. I tend to withdraw as well. That's why these boards are great. You never have to leave your home or actually face people when you want to communicate. Welcome aboard.