Melui
02-24-2007, 08:05 PM
The other night my boyfriend and I got into an argument and someone called the cops. They arrested both of us and we were in jail for 15 hours before the court decided to release but on a conditional basis. We are not allowed to talk to each other, see each other or communicate directly or indirectly with each other. If we break it, we go to jail for 2 years. This condition has me completely shattered. My heart feels so heavy and hurt that I can hardly breathe. I can't eat, I can't sleep, all it seems that I can do is cry. I don't just mean cry, I mean deep emotional sobbing. I want him to come home so badly, but I think this condition is my fault. While in jail, I wrote a statement about what happened, and I believe that statement is what set this all in action. He refused to write one, but at the time I didn't know I was allowed to refuse. I had never been arrested before. I feel like it is all my fault. I am so completely hurt and heartbroken, I can hardly get out of bed. I just want all of this to go away so badly, and for him to be allowed to come home. I don't know what to do, I just hurt so much.