all i can think about is food and once in a while i like lose control and eat anything in mass amounts. usually, it's some kind of healthy carbs, like weight watcher's bread. then i feel sooo bad and horrible, so i purge it. i've only done it 4 or 5 times, but i know the next time i binge, i'll do it again, because i feel so bad. so i know if i don't binge, then i don't purge, but i can't help but binge! food is like all i think about :confused: i can't even go to parties, because i'm afraid of food. there's no way i'm telling anyone in real life. that's just embarrassing.