I cant be bothered to:

wash, comb my hair, clean my teeth, answer phone / door, cook, clean, and the list goes on.
Unless........It is important and I HAVE to do something. Then I get so stressed out at feeling I am being made to do things....grrrrrrrrr. Just want world to go away and leave me alone.
PS Waiting for diagnosis. 20 years on antidepressants.
Do you feel like this?????
Will it go away when I am medicated?????:yawn:

i'm still not diagnosed either. but i am 20 years old. i do hope that you feel better and feel relief with or without medication. medication is not the only answer. therapy is very crucial too.

I wish you the best.
take care and be well.

Hi sharonamy - so how long is your referral wait for the pdoc?

Funny thing about your post is that it reminds me of a conversation I had with a friend on the phone earlier today. He was actually shocked that I picked up (I ALWAYS screen and send to voicemail, but I felt bad about ignoring him for the past few weeks whilst I'm in a weird funk - I believe you're in the same boat). He said "Wow, I bet your flat is very clean with all this time you've been spending at home." I hesitated in my answer but decided to be honest and said actually, it's the dirtiest its ever been ... here I have nothing but time to clean but NO energy to even bother! It's a vicious cycle. Too bummed/blah to put any effort in and then seeing the condition of things makes me even more bummed/blah.

I've been the hat queen as of lately ... too lazy to wash my hair. I used to shower and take a bath every day. I don't remember the last time I took a bath ... I'm guessing sometime in January before I went off the deepend? I average a shower every three or four days :eek:

:wave: hi sharonamy

i understand exactly what you are going through. i have many days when i feel like this. my husband will get home from work and ask me what i did all day and i feel really guilty because i know that he's been working and i'm just sitting here on my butt. i really want to do something but don't have any energy to do it.

i am taking lamictal and depakote which has helped me to some degree, but i feel like there is still alot of work to be done. hopefully i'm wrong and my pdoc will get things straightened out soon.

i believe that once you get in to see a pdoc and start on medications there will be a difference. you will have to give it time as there is no magic pill and it takes a while to find the right combination of meds that is right for you.

i wish you well, best of luck to you :angel: