JonathanAshton
03-15-2007, 02:01 AM
I recently posted in the general health..but I think this may be a more appropriate area. I have led a perfectly normal life...I never had an anxiety besides the lil you get before presenting an oral. In December my grandfather passed away, and the night before his passing I got food poisoning and threw up for most of the night.
I went through a period of 2 weeks where I had mild anxiety but nothing serious, I figured it was cause I was coping with this situation (first loss of a close one) I felt great for the following 3 weeks...not anxiety, nothing. I stopped working and roughly 3 days later I was sitting at my computer I got a feeling of anxiety and panic out of no where. It got so bad at one point I couldn't go out because I felt I couldn't do it. With the following weeks it became more mild but that feelin in the upper stomach was always somewhat there, never completely gone...unless ofcourse I was busy playin ballhockey or with a girl. I wouldn't even think about it I was fine. But then it's like my mind will remind me it's there and I can't stop thinkin about it. I don't know what people consider a Normal or Major panic attack...I usually just feel short of breathe, my heart rushing and think of dark disturbing things (end of the world, being alone etc.) and they usually pass within a couple of minutes. It's just a general weird feeling. What should I do, how should I cope, is this temporary?
I went through a period of 2 weeks where I had mild anxiety but nothing serious, I figured it was cause I was coping with this situation (first loss of a close one) I felt great for the following 3 weeks...not anxiety, nothing. I stopped working and roughly 3 days later I was sitting at my computer I got a feeling of anxiety and panic out of no where. It got so bad at one point I couldn't go out because I felt I couldn't do it. With the following weeks it became more mild but that feelin in the upper stomach was always somewhat there, never completely gone...unless ofcourse I was busy playin ballhockey or with a girl. I wouldn't even think about it I was fine. But then it's like my mind will remind me it's there and I can't stop thinkin about it. I don't know what people consider a Normal or Major panic attack...I usually just feel short of breathe, my heart rushing and think of dark disturbing things (end of the world, being alone etc.) and they usually pass within a couple of minutes. It's just a general weird feeling. What should I do, how should I cope, is this temporary?

