Well girls I called the clinic today to make sure my sperm was there.Guess what its not there.No record of it and they did not find it anywhere.I checked my order and it said it was sent and suppose to have been there yesturday between 8-5.So no sperm no IUI and I took all those drugs for nothing.We have been trying to track the package from Fed EX but they dont have a record and we dont have a tracking #.

I cant believe this is happening to me I am not well I have been crying all day and I just cant believe this.I guess someone up there just does not like me.I dont know what to say anymore I am lost for words.

Just when I get a little bit of hope all this money wasted it is unheard of.Of course this can happen only to me.I have the worse luck in the world.
Well take care.

Mapia

Mapia, I am very sorry to hear that you are having a rotten day. I hope and pray that things turn around very quickly for you. Meanwhile, hang in there and keep your chin up!

Kathy

Oh Mapia

How could this happen?It can t be that it just went missing. Is there record that it was actually sent? CAn you complain ? Is it possible to get sperm from somewhere else?
I am so sorry. I really wish i could help you out somehow or another.. . . . the only thing i can do is pray.

Amy

Oh Mapia I am so sorry this has happened honey. I can't say anything to make this better I just want you to know how sorry I am. I'm thinking of you sweetie and really hope your are OK.

Take care Mapia

Ruby

Thank u for ur thoughts.I cant get sperm from anywhere else at this point everything is closed on the weekends.I can not stomach what has happened I am in really bad shape I took this harder then the last BFN.I cant stop crying I dont want to eat.DH took me to lunch to try to get me out of the house but I took 2 bites and that was it started crying again dident eat.

We tried to track it but it was never sent they did however see that they filled in the paper work for it to be shipped but dident request a pick up.I wouldent have taken it so hard if I dident take all these meds.I feel my overies hurting and it makes me cry knowing that those 3 follicles there waiting.This just crushed me.I used to be this strong person and IF just stepped on me and crushed me to pieces.See the tears wont stop as I write they are just rolling down my face.

I will call the sperm bank on Monday and make sure someone pays for this for all my meds this month and docotrs appts.But it still wont help the way I feel right now.I want to kick myself in the head for not calling yesturday then maybe we could have done something.I guess I am just not meant to have children.I cant take this much more.

Mapia

Oh Mapia, honey I don't even know what to say! This is absoultely devastating. You have every right to feel every emotion you are right now!!! As awful as this is, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't say that you are not meant to have children, you absoultely are!!!!!!!! IF is such an unfair and cruel thing, but you can do it, and it proves what an AMAZING mom you will be. I just can't believe it! I wish I could do something to help solve this problem. You most definitely should call that stupid office first thing Monday and RAISE HELL!!!! Not that it will change anything, I know that, but they should at least pay for the damage they have caused you and your family! I wish I could give you a big hug girlfriend... you need to be strong and take care of yourself, you HAVE to eat!!!!! Please know that I am thinking of you and praying so hard that things turn around! Please keep me posted and be strong:angel:
love you!
cmarie

Mapia honey I am so sorry, I really think that these people at the sperm banks and RE office just don't know how important this is to us, if they did then there would be no errors, especially errors as stupid as that. The sperm bank has a very simple job, ship the sperm that is it. I understand how you are so upset. please Please hang in there and don't give up, I know it sometimes seems impossible but it will happen for you and all of us.

I am sending you hugs,

Stephanie

OMG, Mapia sweetie, I am so incredibly sorry. This has got to be absolutely devastating for you and I am in tears just hearing how heartbroken you sound. But please know that you are for sure meant to be a mom. You ARE a very strong woman, Mapia, but there is no reason you need to be strong through this one. That sperm bank really messed up bad... I just can't believe it, I really can't. I hope you are doing okay sweetie. When you feel like getting on the board we will be here for you. Hugs and love, -Kari

Oh, Mapia honey. I am so so sorry. I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better but know that I am thinking of you and praying for you to have the strength to get through this.

Please don't say you aren't meant to have children, I can tell what a wonderful and strong person you are and you will be an amazing mother. You'll find a way. I know it may not seem like it right now but I feel it in my heart that you will be a mom someday, somehow. Take your time to grieve the loss of this cycle and then when you feel stronger you'll be able to try again. We are here for you to lean on whenever you need us. Sending you lots of love and (((hugs))) today.

Lori

Mapia honey, I am so so sorry you had to go through this hell today. I don't even know what to say. I feel horrible that I am just getting online now, and you have been going through all this heartache and disappointment all day. Not that I could have taken any of the pain away, but I just wish I had known earlier. I would've been praying for you and DH. That stupid sperm bank. They have GOT to know how important this is. There should not be mistakes like that. There is no way they can make it up to you, but they better do everything in their power to try anyway. This time I'll be the one throwing people out windows.

I hope you feel a little bit better soon. Please know that you WILL make an excellent mom one day soon.

Holly