harmony06
03-26-2007, 05:58 PM
:confused: i haven't been diagnosed with an eating disorder yet but i know that i have it. to backtrack a bit, back about twenty years ago i was anorexic(not spelled right). on the other hand i am now obese. how does this happen? all i know is that these days all i want to do is eat. from morning till night all i think about is food. i can eat until i feel sick and of course that means that i'm putting on weight and feeling bad about what i am doing. i am not seeing a therapist at this time but i do see a phychiatrist for another problem. i don''t know if this is something that my phychiatrist can help me with or not. i haven't mentioned it to him yet. i am taking a medication that tends to make you gain weight, although i don't think that that is the problem, because i can plainly see that i'm just eating tooo much whether hungry or full. actually i don't even think i know what being hungry is like anymore. that is so pathetic. please somebody tell me what i should do. i really need all the help that i can get. i can't stand being this way.

