dancing4
04-06-2007, 02:31 AM
Hi,
My last hiv test was in January 2005. It was negative. Since I have been with one guy. We used protection, only couple of times we didnt. After I told him I tested he felt more comfortable to not always put a condom on. Stupid to say but that's what happened. And a more stupid thing that happened. Late December 2005 I slept with someone I later found is married. I hope God forgives my sin. I pray every day. We had sex a total of 4-5 times over a 7 month period. We never used protection. I know sTUPID. very stupid. First time it happened, he asked if I was "okay". I don't recall being sick until sometime in April I felt really hot. That one day my body temperature was high I had to cool my body with ice. Although 3 days later I got my period. Could have been hormones. Last we had unprotected sex was in July 2006. In August I was given oral. It lasted a minute. We made out but that was it. No sex. I never gave him oral. We never laid on top of each other naked.
Around December 18th, 2006 I had a cold virus. It was gone in a week. I never take any meds. Just advil. I drink orange juice and take vitamins to cure colds. I put some Echinacea & Goldenseal drops in water and I was fine the next day!
Beginning of April 2007, I began to have a sore throat. It was mild for a week, then I went to the gym and 2 days later my throat was severly hurting. the glands underneath my chin hurt and feel hard. The side of my neck hurts adn is swollen too. Not the back just where the muscles are at the front/side of the neck. back neck just aching. I feel sleepy, and kinda tired. And I am producing a LOT of saliva. Normally I'm dehydrated b/c I dont drink enough fluids - since I've been young.
Although, exactly a month prior to my symptoms I made out with a guy. Nothing else. So my doctor tested me for mono - still waiting for the results. And I suggested HIV test.
I'm killing myself waiting. I'm keep trying to compare symptoms and see if this is part of it. I am almost convinced. I had this purplish mark on my back one day then disappeared couple days later. Nothing else.
What is the chance I have it?? I get my results in a week but I am killing myself checking and waiting and reading these posts. I walk down the street and I wonder how many around me may have it. I can't sleep. this is all I think about. Day by day. Hour by hour to the minute I fall asleep.
My last hiv test was in January 2005. It was negative. Since I have been with one guy. We used protection, only couple of times we didnt. After I told him I tested he felt more comfortable to not always put a condom on. Stupid to say but that's what happened. And a more stupid thing that happened. Late December 2005 I slept with someone I later found is married. I hope God forgives my sin. I pray every day. We had sex a total of 4-5 times over a 7 month period. We never used protection. I know sTUPID. very stupid. First time it happened, he asked if I was "okay". I don't recall being sick until sometime in April I felt really hot. That one day my body temperature was high I had to cool my body with ice. Although 3 days later I got my period. Could have been hormones. Last we had unprotected sex was in July 2006. In August I was given oral. It lasted a minute. We made out but that was it. No sex. I never gave him oral. We never laid on top of each other naked.
Around December 18th, 2006 I had a cold virus. It was gone in a week. I never take any meds. Just advil. I drink orange juice and take vitamins to cure colds. I put some Echinacea & Goldenseal drops in water and I was fine the next day!
Beginning of April 2007, I began to have a sore throat. It was mild for a week, then I went to the gym and 2 days later my throat was severly hurting. the glands underneath my chin hurt and feel hard. The side of my neck hurts adn is swollen too. Not the back just where the muscles are at the front/side of the neck. back neck just aching. I feel sleepy, and kinda tired. And I am producing a LOT of saliva. Normally I'm dehydrated b/c I dont drink enough fluids - since I've been young.
Although, exactly a month prior to my symptoms I made out with a guy. Nothing else. So my doctor tested me for mono - still waiting for the results. And I suggested HIV test.
I'm killing myself waiting. I'm keep trying to compare symptoms and see if this is part of it. I am almost convinced. I had this purplish mark on my back one day then disappeared couple days later. Nothing else.
What is the chance I have it?? I get my results in a week but I am killing myself checking and waiting and reading these posts. I walk down the street and I wonder how many around me may have it. I can't sleep. this is all I think about. Day by day. Hour by hour to the minute I fall asleep.