Well, here we are another day. So far today I've had my share of downs and middles. I seem to be in the middle right now. I slept ok last nt for first time in a little bit, but I forgot to set my alarm. Thankfully, I woke up close to the time I should have anyways. Lots of traffic on the way to work, so that is always a blast heh.

Once at work though my mind went nuts and took a good 3 hrs to at least get it under some control. It is still out there but not as bad. Thanks in part to Sannah and these boards. It is nice to be able to let the thoughts flow and get responses and read others.

I hope everyone's day is going well!

Chaos ~ I hear ya on how much these boards help. I mean, it's really good to be able to just come here and say whatever... It's always helped me.

"Middle" is O.K., Chaos? I hope so. Not down, so I'm thinking middle might be all right?

I think I'm in the "middle" as well... But, on my way up, I hope. :)

My husband and I are heading to Mexico on Saturday for a little R & R. So... Just letting you guys know now that I won't be checking in until I get back, which is Friday, April 27. I'll be around until I leave Saturday, though.

We haven't been on a trip like this in 5 years... WOW is it time. I'll miss our son, though. BIG time. Grandma and grandpa are staying with him.

Well... Better get back to work. Have a good one, all. :) ~ Sly

To me right now, middle is good. I strive for happy of course, but I will def take the middle. I see the middle as content. Not really happy and yet not really sad, just content.

Have a good trip even_sly. I myself will be going camping this weekend. It will get me away from computers, phones and people so hopefully I can use that time to reflect a little and give me some good info when I see the therapist next week :)

Hey all, I too love these boards. It's like mini-therapy during the workday. Wed. is going OK so far. Nothing good, nothing too bad. My bosses are traveling, so they're out of my hair. I had a brownie this morning and got angry at myself. I'll make up for it during the day. I know this isn't the ED board, but my eating habits and depression are linked. It's never to early to start thinking of the weekend. Anybody have anything planned? Sometimes I'm too depressed to go out, but I've been feeling OK this week. I'll probably catch a movie with the hubby.

Maria ~ I have the "eating thing" too. I tried on some shorts last night for vacation? Got soooo angry because they didn't fit. And they were a really low size... I mean, the size I'm at now is fine. But, I don't always see it that way. :( MAJOR struggle for me too.

Thanks Chaos... And have fun camping! :)

Medium is not a bad place to be when you've been really, really down. Heck, I'll take it. So far my day has been okay, and reasonably productive. Touch wood, no more dizziness from starting zoloft (this is day 6), but I am still in a bit of a brain fog. I did suddenly feel bone-numbingly tired after lunch, and I lied down for a couple of hours, just half-snoozing. I feel somewhat better. I can't wait to not feel like a space cadet any more.

Ok again today.... had a dentist appointment. :dizzy: :)

back at the dentist today to try to get partials to fit. close but not yet. took my mom to brothers house. went home and had a really good nap. feel better after my mini melt down of yesterday. feel exhausted. hope to sleep well tonight. no big plans for the weekend. church on sunday. hope to get out in yard and get it into shape. God bless:angel: