Golds

Just wanted to wish you all the best of luck for your beta tomorrow. I am praying that you ll get your much desrved BFP.
Time must be dragging for you today ........ What time will they give you the results tomorrow? I suppose early afternoon
Sending sticky baby dust and positive vib ++++++++++++++ your way.

Amy

Well Golds my girl tomorrow is the big day huh??????How are u holding up?I am a nervous reck to be honest.I had some bad cramping yesturday got me worried well not worried that its AF cause its to early for her but just worried that something is going wrong.Oh well I guess we will soon find out anyway right.

So have u been tempted into taking an HPT?I have thought about it and all these months I havent taken one but for some reason I have been thinking about taking one now.I probably wont end up taking one but who knows I dont know I am just so confused a lot running through my head right now.Ok enough about me this is ur day.

I am saying extra special prayers for u sweetie.I truely pray u get ur BFP.Just know we will be right here for u girl.Best of luck.

Mapia:angel:

Good luck girls,

I hope you get your bfp's. We need some more cheer on this board!! I can't wait to hear!! I'm sure the days have been dragging.........

Carisa

Golds!!!! I am so excited for you! I just know you are gonna get good news tomorrow, I just know it!!!! It's gonna be a week full of BFP's (insert picture of Kari on her knees praying that it is :angel: )! Us beltway girls are gonna be getting lots of good news this week!! (I also was born and raised in the DC suburbs in Bowie MD)

So...How are you feeling? You must be going crazy right now, totally anxious just to find out the results. These must have been some of the longest 15 days of your life. I'm not sure how you kept it together last week when you were on the edge of taking HPT. I hope the wait pays off big for you and you get the best phone call of your life tomorrow!

Mapia - that goes for you too! Except your phone call is coming on Wed!!! Don't worry too much about the cramping... if anything I would think the cramping would be a good sign. Isn't it amazing how we analyze absolutely everything, esp in the 2WW?! Well I'm super excited for you... I know how much these particular results mean for you and DH. I hope you go back to Greece with a beautiful growing belly:)

Golds, I've been thinking about you all weekend and you can rest assured that Mapia will not be alone in saying extra prayers for you tonight! Good luck hun!

Golds, Mapia, I don't know how you have managed to avoid the HPT! You have great will power! :)

Golds, I'm sure today will seem like such a long day for you. I'll be thinking of you and sending lots of positive ***** your way! I'm sure you are going to get a good result!

Mapia, I wouldn't worry too much about the cramping. I had it off and on when I was pregnant with my son and I'm having it this time too. It's pretty normal. 3 more days for you, right? Good luck!

Golds,
Good luck tomorrow!! I'm sending you lots of positive ***** and baby dust. I know how hard these last few days are. You are almost there! Wishing you a quick day tomorrow with a BFP at the end :)

Lori

Hi Kari thanks for the encouraging words.But dont forget ur BFP is coming to.I think u said u will HPT on Weds or Thurs right?Well girl u know u are in my prayers.I wasent worried that my cramps were AF cramps cause I dont get cramps like this before AF they were pretty intense at times.It was also hard at times to get out of my chair at work.Oh well plus AF isent due till Thurs or Friday but of course we are praying she is a no show for 9 months.

Vik I wasent to worried like I said about the crampingIt dident last to long a few hours only.I also though about what u said as I was having my cramps I thought this might be a good thing.Another thing I noticed is I am bloated again just like I got when I had my chemical pregnancy.Anyway I am not looking into signs I will know soon enough.

Golds we are here for u girl.I hope u are keeping busy today and thats why we havent heard from u.BTW do u like this fall weather we are having?I am so annoyed my GF called to invite DH and I for a barbaque and I said in this cold weather she is like its not to bad plus we can stand around the barbaque and warm up..........hahaha.She is stupid.I just wish the weather would warm up to put me in a better mood.Oh well I guess we will go and build a fire..........lol.Well girl thinking and praying for u.

Mapia

THANK YOU so so much to all of you wonderful ladies....I really thank my stars for introducing me to you all. I still remember when I got a BFN on March 5th, next day I was sitting in my office room with tears in my eyes and trying to find out a reason for a negative IVF cycle on the internet , clicked on many links and one of the link happens to be this one so thats how I landed here and got you alll:)

Amy: thank you for starting another Good luck thread thats sweet of you.

Kari: You silly girl you made me cry. I have been waiting for years to get that phone call that wud make me cry again but those will be happy tears. I love you sweety for all the prayers n wishes. I wish you the same phone call.

Mapia: Yes, day would have been very long but we did manage to cut it short. Got up little late then went to 10:30 mass spent almost 2 hrs in the church. On our way back, DH took me to Macy's got me some comfy sandals, he was like don't buy high heels as pregnancy time you will not be able to wear them..so cute of him. We reached home after 2 had a quick bite of lunch then we all started our TP (timepass) gardening so thats how we killed our time. You are next in the line my girl so hold it tight.

Vik: It was very hard to avoid doing HPT this time but I was too scared to see anything that I wudn't like to so just stayed away. But I will do one tomorrow if I get a BFP :)

Carisa/Lori and all - thank you I just wish God answers our prayers tomorrow and always.

Good luck Carisa/Vik for tomorrow's u/s - I pray we all have reasons to celebrate tomorrow :angel:

My b/w is tomorrow at 8:45 and phone call can come anytime after 1:15, I will update you all as soon as I hear from RE's office.

Lots of love and thanks again for all your wishes and love. I can never forget you all in my life.
Golds

Hey Golds,:p
I just wanted to wish you good luck tommarrow. I have a feeling that you will get a BFP!!! I will send a BIG prayer your way...:angel: I dont blame you for holding off on the HPT. I am going to try to stay away from them this time. I think its better if you do get a BFP that you get a beta count along with it. Just to reassure that its a good BFP. We will be anxiously awaiting your news. :wave:
Best Wishes, April;)

Golds so glad u had a busy day and that was cute what DH said about getting comfy sandels but he is right.U will be pregnant and not able to wear heals.Just want to let u know u are in my thoughts and prayers tonight.I pray so hard and I know god will hear us all and give us our well deserved BFP's.Sweet dreams.

Mapia:angel:

Hey Golds... just getting ready to watch a little tivo before heading to bed and I wanted to tell you one more time that I am praying hard for you and I will be thinking of you tonight, crossing my fingers that you get your BFP tomorrow! Give us a shout when you get back from the appt if you can and we can wait for the call with you if you need company!

Mapia, yup I am testing Thurs morning before I fly out to Vegas! I'm very anxious, but excited too. You've got only 2.5 more days yourself, I know you must be thinking about it all the time! I'm returning the prayers for you sister.... I want you to get a BFP so bad!

GOLDS!! Today is the big day sweetie! You're going to hear the news that you will be a mommy. :) I'm so excited for you and have been praying real hard that our string of BFPs starts today!! Like Kari said, feel free to pop in after your appt and we can help keep you company while you wait for the call.

Mapia, you're gonna be next girl!! I've had you in my prayers as well. I think the cramping could be a good sign, but I know how you hate to read into the signs, so I will stop right there. :p Only 2 more days!!

Kari, I'm gonna miss your post! I'll be out of the office all day on Thursday and won't have internet access until Thursday evening. I will be thinking about you all day though and praying you posted some excellent news. When do you leave for Vegas? I hope I will be able to respond before you go. I've had you in my prayers as well.

You guys have to get us started on the BFPs. They say good things happen in threes, so lets get three BFPs this week!!! We need something to celebrate! :D

Holly

GOLDS, I am so excited and nervous for you. I really hope that you get your BFP today. Let us know as soon as you find out. I am sending you sticking baby dust


Stephanie

Hi Golds!!!!

Wishing you so much luck today. I really hope you get some great news of a nice and healthy BFP!!! Have you had BETA yet?? When you sould you now by today??? I am praying so hard for you!!!!!!

kathy

Hello to all my Girls :wave:
I am done with my b/w as always she had to try two times to find a vein. So the clock is clicking, heart is beating fast, looking at the time agn n agn, having butterflies in my stomach etc. etc....haa...oh gosh I had never thought becoming a mom could be this tough ;)
Long awaited phone call can come anytime after 1 pm so hold me tight I don't want to crash.

I love you all for the prayers and good luck ***** :angel:
Golds

Golds sweetie I can feel those butterflies myself.As for never knowing it would be this tough to become a mom I feel u on that.All we can do is ask god to give us the courage to keep fighting and keep going.I really have prayed hard for u.We will be right here waiting with u for that call.:)

Mapia

Well hon, the morning is already more than halfway over, so you are almost there. Ah, I can relate to everything you said, heart beating, looking at the clock over and over again, butterflies...aren't beta days great?! :eek: lol I even have butterflies for you! We will definitely hold on tight and be holding our breath right along with you. Praying for good news!!!

Holly

Hey Golds!!

I am feeling thos butterflies for you too!!! OMG I hope they call right at one with spectucular news!!! Crossing everythings for you and since the follies dance seems to work I am going to do a little baby rain dance for you!!!! :) Remember that little baby dance in the Alley McBeal show back in the day. Yeah that one!! :)

kathy

Hi Golds,
I want you to know that I am praying for you today and am hoping to read all about your bfp in just a little while!!!! Sending you all my love and bubbie dust:angel:
love,
cmarie

Hi Golds :wave:

I'm thinking of you today as you wait for that phone call. I'm so nervous and anxious too so I can imagine how you feel. I so badly want it to be a big BFP for you. You are in my prayers today. Keep us posted.

Lori

Golds I know what you mean about the butterflies! My heart is fluttering for you too! I know it's only another hour or two till that call comes... hope you are hanging in there and the morning is passing quickly for you!

Holly, no worries about Thursday. I probably will post early AZ time like 7:30am or so. We are on a three hour difference so it'll practically be lunchtime out east! I'm sure we'll leave for the airport around 9am. I have a feeling we won't have a computer out there with us, so I might not be able to get on-line again till Sunday night! :eek:

Golds....praying for you can t wait to hear some wonderful news. I ve got butterflies in my stomach too......i can t imagine how you must be feeling now.

Amy

Well Kari, I'm really hoping to read a BFP from you when I get home on Thursday. :)

Golds, how you hangin in there girl?? Thinking positive thoughts for you +++++++++++++++++++

Holly

Its NEGATIVE again ...sorry I wish I could have some better news for you all.

Thank you for all the prayers but I guess God has some other plans for me.

Golds

Oh Golds, NO! :confused: :(

I am SO sad for you. I don't even know what to say other than we are here for you. I'm sure you need some time to grieve, but please know that we are here for you.

Just remember that because it was negative this time doesn't mean it's not meant to be. God may not be saying no, he may just be saying not yet.

I am so so sorry sweetie. I know how much you want & deserve this.

HUGS

Holly

Oh Golds

I am so sorry. This must not be an easy time for you .........i am sure you need some time ....however YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
I agree with HOlly .. its not a no but a not yet.
I am praying for you to find the strenght to overcome this difficult moment.
(((hugs)))

Amy

Oh Golds, nooooo!!! I really don't believe it and I am so sorry sweetie!!! :( It's not fair, it really isn't. I'm with Holly though... God has just said not yet. It will happen though, so please hang in there. I wish I could be with you to give you a big hug... I guess I'll just have to send you some cyber (((hugs))). I know it will prob be a rough day for you, but we all love you and will be here when you are ready to chat again.

OMG Golds I am so sorry sweetie.I was praying so hard for u.I wish I could give u a hug.Please keep ur head up and ur right god does have better plans for u and u will get ur BFP.When u will no one knows but I think u will.I will keep u in my prayers sweetie.I am so sorry again I just wish it dident have to be this way .We are here for u always.

(((HUGS)))

Mapia:angel:

Golds - I am so sorry to hear your news. You have been such a help to us sharing your knowledge and answering our questions, you've given so much support on these boards I was just so confident for you today. I am really really sad for you. I wish you the best as you get through this time. i know it will be hard.

Golds, I am so sorry, I was really praying hard for you. But don't give up it will happen. I know how you feel and I wish i could be there with big hugs. Again I am just so sorry. Have a good cry and let it all out and then try again.

Kelly

No!! NO!! NO!!!!! Golds!! This can not be!! I am so sorry. I am sure you are devasted with the news today. You don't desearve this. I wanted this so much to work for you this time around. Holly did say it best, God is just saying not yet. I know it is hard to comprehend why b/c I have trouble understanding why myself but there has to be a reason and one day it will make sense. I just hate that you have to go through all this. Don't give up your a fighter. Give yourself some time but then get right back on the IVF wagon ok!!!

Sending you ((BIG HUGS)))

kathy

Thank you for all the support & good words it really means a lot. I will be taking a little break today from the Board. SORRY :(

Golds

Golds u do not need to say ur sorry sweetie.We will be right here waiting for u to come back.I am so sorry I just teared up when I read ur post.Go out tonight with DH get ur mind off things.Take care sweetie.

Mapia

Oh Golds, you poor thing. I can feel your heartache I really can. You take as much time as you need and know that we are gonna be here for you when you are ready to get geared up for another go. (((hugs)))

Golds, we completly understand. Don't worry... I have taken days off the board when things got hard. I just wish so much it would have been it for you. Take all the time you need we will be here when you are up to talking. Praying for you.

((BIG HUGS))

kathy

Oh, Golds, I'm so sorry. I really felt like things were going to work for you this time. Everyone is right though, just b/c it didn't happen now doesn't mean it won't happen. I know that doesn't help a lot, when a woman wants a baby she wants it yesterday, not tomorrow. Get some rest, we're here for you.

Hugs

Hey Golds Im so sorry for your news. I just new it was going to be positive. I just cant believe it. Did you and your DH have any to freeze? I shure hope so. Well dont give up,it will happen.

Best wishes and hugs, April

My heart aches for you sweetie. Take all the time you need and don't feel the least bit guilty. We completely understand that you need some time. We will be here when you are ready. Just know that you're not alone. We all feel the disappointment with you. I know your time is going to come. Don't give up. I will be praying for you.

Sending lots of gentle hugs your way.

Holly

I COMPLETELY understand. Take your time. You need to take all the time that you need to get yourself back together emotionally. I found out today that I miscarried and will need a D&C. Life just doesn't make sense sometimes. I feel like yelling at anyone at the drop of a hat. Hopefully this stage doesn't last too long for me. I don't want everyone thinking I'm a @$^&*(*!!!!:D

We will be here when you decide to post again. Don't give up hope!!:angel:

Carisa

Oh, No! Golds. I'm so sorry you got that news yesterday. We are all sad for you so I can only imagine how you must be feeling. Take good care of yourself and check in with us when you can. We are always here for you.

Lori

I am so sorry to hear this new Golds. I know it cannot be easy, we are praying for you and know you will get through this.

Jody

Hi
I'm so sorry I was totally heart broken yesterday after seeing a BFN third time around. Sometimes, I just fail to understand God's planning anyhow having not much control over it we just need to accept and live with it. I just burst into tears again while driving to work this morning. It's still so hard to accept it, I ended up doing an HPT to make sure if the nurse didn't read out someone elses beta to me yday :eek: .

I have got an appoint with Dr. for this Thursday so lets see what he has to say next. We haven't thought as yet whether we will be doing a fresh IVF or another FET but I am definitely not doing anything for next 2 months. I need to give a little break to my body to settle down with those numerous meds before we start again.

April: I do have 4 more frozen embryos so lets see.

THANK YOU once again for being there, you all are :angel:
Golds

Hey Golds no need to say sorry.Are u kidding me I would be devastated.I am on IUI #8 and I still take these BFN's really hard.Just know we will be here for u no matter what.I am glad u will go see the RE on thursday.I hope he has some good advice for u.Taking a 2 month break is a good idea.Maybe u can take a vacation as well.Well girl I am praying hard for u.

Mapia

Hi golds,

I really do feel every word of you pain and disappointed. How can you not be devasted. I too just don't get how much god wants us to learn. Life can be so hard sometimes harder than I ever imagined. Now I know what my dad meant when I was a kid and said I want to be a grown up. Man if I would have known it would have been this rough I think I would have enjoyed being a kid just a little bit more.

Maybe a nice two months off will do you good. Perhaps you can take a nice relaxing vacation. Who knows maybe that is all you need to get ready for a BFP when you get back!!!

I hope all goes well Thursday! Whatever you decide we here for you!!

kathy

Oh Golds, I am so very sorry to hear that this cycle did not end the way it should. I was praying and pulling for you so much. I think it is a good idea to take a little break for your mind, heart, and body. I wish I could say something that would make this better, but I know there is nothing. I am glad you will meet with your RE and make a plan. I will pray for you and your new cycle and for the time being I will pray that you find peace within during this hard time.:angel:
All my love,
cmarie