Mapia

Just wanted to wish you the best of luck for tomorrow s Beta. I am really praying to see a BFP post from you.
Whatever happens i just know that you ll be a perfect mom. You re so caring and thoughful and most of all patient.
Your support on this board is very precious.

My post may seem slightly early but its nearly 2 pm here so 9/5 is round the corner and i am so excited for you .

Thinking and praying for you.

AMy

me too, I am praying that you get good news - how are you holding up?

You deserve this, please let this be your time xxx

kelly xxx

Great thread Amy!

Mapia you know I am praying real hard for you. Like the others have said, you will make an excellent mother and you definitely deserve this. Hope tomorrow is one of the best days of your life sweetie.

Holly

Just wishing yuu the best of luck!!

You know I will be praying for you! Let us know when you get the great news!! :blob_fire :blob_fire

Take care

Laurie

Hi Chickey!!!!

Are we sleeping in this morning??? Just wanted to wish you all the luck in the world tomorrow for a healthy BFP!!!! I am praying so hard for you Mapia!!! Your a great person and have really been a great cheerleader for us on the IVF thread. :angel: :angel:

luv ya lots!!

Kathy

AAwwwww now see what u guys went and did?????????Got tears coming down again after I promised myself I would not cry today.Man what is wrong with me?Anyway u women are the best.

Amy thanks sweetie for starting the thread u are always so supportive and u will make a great mother as well.I think all of us on these boards will make great mothers.

Eurokelly thanks so much for ur support means a lot to me.

Laurie now what can I say about u?You truely are an inspiration to us all.Thanks for being such an amazing women.

Holly I am praying tomorrow is the most happiest day of my life as well.Last night I think I asked god 100 times for a BFP.I just want to give DH a baby cause he has been through so much as well.I am starting to feel worthless since I havent been able to get pregnant.Ok enough of this cause I am balling here.Thanks for ur support Holly I will be here until all my girls get their BFP.

Deluka now what can I say u have been more than supportive to me.U have made me laugh on more then 1 occassion.U have let me bust on u........without taking it personal.U have been my sidekick on these boards.We have made people laugh and I love that humor u have.U truely are amazing and I know u will be a mother real soon.

Love ya all,

Mapia

Mapia my girl, I wish the very best for you!! May all the luck and good fortune in the world be with you tommarrow when you get your beta back. I know I will be on pins a needles waiting to hear the good news chica!!

Mapia- tomorrow is the big day. I am hoping and praying that this is your time. You so deserve this after so many BFN. I am keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you and I hope that today goes by fast for you. Can't wait to see your BFP post tomorrow.


Stephanie

Bonita hey girl havent seen u in awhile.How are u doing?Thanks for ur kind thoughts I appreciate them.

Stephaine my girl thanks for ur support we all deserve BFP's.How are u holding up in ur 2ww?I hope all is well for u.I just hope I cant post my BFP tomorrow as well.Getting this BFP will make some of my decissions so much easier.Oh well guess we will know soon enough.

Mapia

Count me in on that too
Wishing you the best,fingers crossed
x

Hi Mapia,
we are all praying hard for your BFP this month.
Goodluck

Lovely

Hi Mapia,
I pray hard too for ur BFP!!!!!
With lots of love

Jody

Mapia, my girl, wishing you all the luck in the world! I truely hope this is your time and of course agree with all the ladies, you will make an amazing mom :) Keeping everything crossed for you sweetie. I'm anxiously awaiting tomorrow with you.

Lori

I hope you get your BFP tomorrow!! I am thinking of you and sending you lots of baby dust!

ALM

Hi Mapia!

I can't believe tomorrow is the big day! how are you holding up? what time do you go for b/w? i have a good feeling that you are going to start a string of bfp's for us girls tomorrow. putting the prayers into overdrive for you!

Thanks girls.I am feeling very emotional for some reason just keep crying.I just hope tomorrow I can cry tears of joy.

CBB my appt is at 8:45 am.Results come in anywhere between 2-4.Last month she called me late towards 4.I guess she couldent work up her nerve to call me and tell me another BFN.Anyway we will see tomorrow what happens.Thanks again for all ur support u girls mean the world to me.

Mapia

Oh Mapia, here I go again too with the tears. Man I am an emotional wreck too. You deserve this BFP so very much and to hear how thoughtful you are especially with wanting to make DH happy as well... it just makes me tear up! I am really praying that this one is it for you. It feels right that now is the time for you to be a mommy. I can't wait to hear about your BFP! Hopefully your phone rings early right at 2pm so you know it's gonna be good news!

Yeah Kari I will pray it rings early cause I will think its good and she wanted to call me first.Anyway if the time passes I will get more and more nervous.I am hoping we are both emotional cause we are preggo but I am trying to stay sane and not thinking these are signs.Like I have said there really arent any signs this early.I hope u get ur BFP on Thurs as well girl.

Mapia

I know what you mean about the signs... I find it hard to believe that any symptoms surface within the first two weeks. Just seems like that is way to early for the quantity of Hcg to have any impact. But there is a part of me that is also hoping we are both being totally emotional cause we are Pg!!!! Unfortunately for me though, getting sappy is very common a few days before AF, so I'm more scared because of it than I am hopeful :rolleyes: Well I am gonna keep praying for you girl. Your miracle is coming, I can feel it!

Hey I need u to stay positive girl.I have been trying to at least now just because I am emotional dont mean I am not staying positive.So u will test Thurs right?Let me tell u good thing I dident have an HPT at home cause I would have tested this morning it just feels like I want to know when I am at home.Oh well to late for that now.

Mapia

Yes, Thurs morning for sure! I might have somehow mislead that I was testing tonite cause Kathy just asked me about that. But I'm def waiting it out till Thursday. And I will keep my chin up and try to stay positive for myself... I'm just scared and trying not to set myself up for huge disappointment. Now as for you tomorrow... I know there will be celebration and NO disappointment!

I hope we can have double celebration.We had double dissapointment yesturday so I am hoping god gives us double celebration tomorrow.Good I am glad to hear u will keep ur chin up.

Now Deluka is slightly blonde thats why she thought u were testing tonight.Dont take her personal sometimes she cant help it............hahaha.

Mapia

Listen Missy Mapia...it was Holly who posted it on the IVF thread so i thought I must have missed a thread from Kari that amde her change the date. Don't make me stop the wiggle. I'm in a groove!! LOL!!! BTW I may have been a blonde once but you had fire engine red hair so don't even go there LOL!! Good luck you guys for real. Ugh I am getting nervous for the two of you!!!

kathy

Hey Mapia, watch it, I am blonde and I'm very smart...gettin straight A's in school in fact. :p

Kathy~Kari and I had an earlier conversation (in a different thread) about how I won't be able to read her results until Thursday evening cuz I'm going to be out of the office that whole day. By the time I get home to the computer, she might already be on her flight...so, I was saying how we will miss each other that day online. But, that was before she said she would delay her trip if she gets a bfp, so hopefully, I won't be missing her after all. :D Anyway, sorry to confuse you all. If you didn't see the other thread, there's no reason you would've known what I was talking about, and I can totally see how you would think she was testing tonight. I probably threw everybody off. Oh well, at least Mapia got a good joke in on it. Even if it was the expense of me and my fellow blondes. :D

Mapia, I am getting butterflies in my stomach for you. I can't believe you will have your answer this time tomorrow. I soo sooo hope it is ++++.

Holly

See my point a blonde said Kari will test tonight..............LOL.J/K girls.I am trying to make jokes so I can laugh on ur expense.........LOL.Stop busting on my fire engine red hair that color was really in,in europe.Sheesh.Plus I liked it and so did DH and when I go back I will color it the same.Dont worry I had once dyed my hair blonde as well.Well highlights but she put so many in it looked like I dyed it blonde.

Mapia

OMG you guys are cracking me up!!! LOL I've got my dog sitting next to me looking at me like I'm crazy cause I am seriously laughing so hard. I have to watch out for all you blonds, or one-time blonds I should say... I see it could be easy to confuse some of you!

Kathy, thanks so much for wishing us good luck... I'm nervous too!

Kari glad we can make u laugh thats what I want to see is my girls laughing.I really could use a good laugh and messing with Deluka usually makes me laugh.Thank god she lets me bust on her.

Mapia

You tell her Holly!! LOL!!! That Mapia!! Hey if fire engine red is what you like no problem I am sure cars stop and think your a traffic light when you walk by so that is convient!! LOL! OMG I am cracking myself up over here... HA HA!!! Maybe you want to try an auburn next time.... LOL!! No joke girls her hair was red like a stop sign... LOL!!! You know I am just bust'n on you my friend you wanted humor so here you have it a your own expense.

Kari and Holly- thanks for explaining. Man I got confused. I sware I am going to get carpal tunnel from this board!! LOL!!

kathy

Hi Mapia
Wishing you all the luck in the world . We really need to see some BFPs on this Board so praying hard for you. Hope tomorrow brings along lots of happiness and joy for you :angel:
Golds

Thank u Golds sweetie.I just wish yesturday would have brought u happiness.I am so sorry it dident.But I will continue to pray for u sweetie.

Mapia

Mapia, good luck tomorrow! I'm so excited for you! We need good news on this board, and you are it! Hey Deluka, I know you do a follie dance, can you do a BFP dance? I'll join in!

On a side note, I went for "highlights" about a month ago and I think she must have used a paintbrush - I look pretty blonde now too. Even as a brunette though, I never claimed to not be dizzy! :D

Haha Vik that is funny.I need to dye my hair again grays are showing.Oh well hopefully I will get a BFP and then I wont worry about anything.I have heard its not good to dye ur hair when pregnant.Anyway who knows what the truth is.

Thanks for ur wishes for tomorrows Beta.

Dont worry Deluka is doing overtime dancing for me tonight she promised.:D

Mapia

Just wanted to chime in with a good luck for tomorrow. I will be praying for that BFP. And don't worry about not having signs it's a little early.

Lots of baby dust your way and I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Kelly

Thanks Kelly I am not worried about not having any signs I am just worried about another BFN.I just wish I could skip tomorrow.The closer tomorrow gets the worse I feel.Oh well cant not go so I guess I have to go.

Mapia

Hey Mapia - Just checking in to see how you are doing this evening. I hope you are somehow at ease as beta day is almost upon us. I feel very confident that with all our prayers, and esp Deluka's baby wiggle, that you are gonna get an early call from the nurse tomorrow afternoon telling you about your BFP. :blob_fire I just can't wait... got butterflies for you my friend!!!! I am going to be taking off in a short while to join my friend in watching a basketball game, and I'm afraid you will be in lala land when I log back on tonight, hopefully having sweet dreams of your soon to be little one. So in case we don't get to chat again before the big day arrives, I again just wanted to send you all the luck I possibly can!!!

Hey Kari just got in went out for pizza with a bunch of people it was nice.Thanks so much for thinking and praying for me.I am praying hard for u as well.Have fun watching the game what is up with this b-ball game tonight everyone is watching it.Well maybe I should turn it on.Well I will go to bed early cause I have to wake up early for me the crack of dawn......LOL.Well good night.

Mapia

mmmm, pizza sounds good! To be honest though I'm so nervous for both of us, I don't even think I have enough of an appetite to eat this evening! :eek: Well good nite to you too, and try to get some good shut eye so you don't oversleep :D I know that would never happen on your big day!

Mapia, I just wanted to wish you the best of luck tomorrow, I really hope that you get that much awaited BFP. Please let us know as soon as you find out, I will be sitting on the edge of my chair just waiting to hear from you.

Stephanie

Hi Mapia! :wave: I just wanted to wish you luck for your beta tomorrow! I hope it is a great day for you and that you get your much deserved BFP! You will be in my prayers! :)

Kat

I am so nervous and excited for you Mapia - you were the first thought on my mind this morning ~ I have butterflies and a great positive feeling for you.

Good luck and bring back the great news!!

thinking of you
kel xxx

Anyone know what time mapia's beta is at????:blob_fire :blob_fire

Not sure what time the actual beta is but I think mapia said earlier in the thread that she would get the call between 2-4 this afternoon.....

Its a long wait from this side of the Atlantic!!

xx

Kelly,

Wont find out till 2mo now then eh?

Thanks Kat I appreciate ur support.

Jam my beta is at 8:45 I am getting ready to go now.Thanks so much for ur support.

Kelly so sweet of u to think of me.

You are all so great and the support u give me is amazing.Talk to guys when I get back.

Mapia

yeah, although i think I will be hooking up at home late tonight just in case! I really have a good feeling on this for mapia :) everything crossed :bouncing:

Mapia, I'm thinking of you this morning and sending all my positive *****, prayers, and baby dust your way! Good luck today!!!:)

Lori

Mapia, I can't wait to hear your good news! Those lab folks need to get moving - maybe you should take them some Starbucks? :)

Fingers and toes are all crossed for you (and my toes are long enough to cross, so I'm sending you extra luck today!) :D

Thanks Lori I appreciate ur support.I could use all the positive ***** u guys are sending.

Vik thanks so much.U had me laughing about ur long toes.The thing with my clinic is they have to take the blood to their main office where the lab is so thats why I get resutls late in the day.

So the waiting begins.I think the beta day wait is worse then the whole 2ww.I just wish someone can knock me out.I dident sleep much last night all I kept hearing in my sleep was my nurses voice "I'm sorry Mapia its negitive."What I have been hearing for the past 7 months.Well except for my chemical pregnancy and that was well we have a positive but ur hcg is low so u are probably having a chemical.GGrrrrrrr what I would give to hear today "Congrats Mapia its positive" I'm like a walking zombie today.Well at least I have my girls here rooting me on.:)

Mapia

Vik, you made me laugh. :)

Mapia, you must be so excited and nervous! We will help you get through the day, no worries there. Can't wait to find out!!! Oh, I hope it is good news......I was gonna do the BFP dance for you, but I'm a horrible dancer and don't want to jinx you. Do you think it's okay if I just wiggle in my chair?

Holly

Don't worry Mapia, we are all here to keep you busy until you get those results. I am praying hard for you, I really hope this is it.

BABY DUST

Stephanie

Hi Mapia!

Just wanted to say I am keeping all fingers and toes crossed that you get wonderful news this afternoon. of course i'll be stalking the boards all day long waitiing for your post. Good luck!

Go ahead and wiggle away Holly.:) All these months I have never been like this on Beta day.I dont understand why I am so nervous today.I know I will have to deal if its not the results I want.I did not want to go in for beta at all.I just stayed in bed and kept looking at the clock.Until DH texted me to wish us luck for today.His text gave me some courage to get out of bed.OMG what is wrong with me I am crying again.Just thinking about DH makes me cry.I want to give him this so bad.Ok enough of this sabbing I need to stay focused here.

Stephaine u know exactly my position right now dont u sweetie.I dont know if I can go through another 2ww.DH keeps telling me how strong I am and that it will work out at the end for us.I just dont know how much more of this I can take.

Thanks again girls.

Mapia

Okay, I am wiggling away! So far, nobody is looking at me strange, but it's only a matter of time. Who cares? Let them, as long as my girl Mapia's dreams come true today - that's what matters! ********************** BABY DUST GIRL!

Holly

Mapia I know exactly how you are feeling. We have done so many of these, ( me 8, you 7) you would think that we would be used to it by now but for me it just gets harder because I keep thinking that this is the one and with everyone that does not work I lose that much more hope.

But none of that matters today because this is your day and you are going to get that BFP I just feel it. I suck at dancing to but I will give you a quick baby dance :blob_fire :blob_fire when no one is looking.

Stephanie

Holly, everyone at your work will just think that yo have to pee really bad since you are wiggling around like that

Hahaha u girls are funny.Holly just raise ur hand if anyone thinks u are looking strange and say oh oh can I go to the bathroom.Like we did when we were in school......LOL.

Stephaine it does get harder and I keep thinking is there something wrong with me?Nothing the can find at least.I dont feel like there is anything wrong with me I just think its a matter of time.I mean I did have the chemical pregnancy.Anyway I guess I just have to keep praying until I get that call.Can someone answer it for me when it rings.Man I dont want to answer it.

Mapia

Mapia my girl thinking about you and praying so much that you get a BFP!!! I will be at the edge of my seat waiting with you!!!! Oh and I wm wiggling too!!!

kathy

Still wiggling over here. :) Jeez, nobody has even noticed and now I'm feeling abandoned because nobody has looked at me in such a long time. Just kidding. I like when people don't pay me any mind at work. Let's me spend more time on the boards...lol.

Really praying for you Mapia!

Holly

Hi Mapia
I know exactly how it feels. I am yet to be out of Monday. In our morning prayer, DH & I prayed for you and I'm also getting some positive ***** for you so hang in tight.

Yes you were right you are not supposed to dye your hair if you are pregnant so you missed your chance :D

God has to do a miracle today, you deserve one!
Golds

I just looked at the world clock and it seems I am 5 hours ahead of you, I have to leave soon so will check in tonight at home and make sure you are posting that BFP so Holly can stop wiggling :)

My whole being is praying for a lucky number 7

xxx

Thanks CBB I hope I can give u guys some good news today.

Holly keep wiggling dont worry about ur co-workers.They just dont know so who cares.Thanks for ur prayers.

Deluka my girl thanks for ur prayers.I could really use them.

Golds ur post brought tears to my eyes again today.Thank u and DH for ur prayers that is so kind of u.I am still so sorry Monday dident go the way we all wanted it to go for u.Ur time will come u will see.

Mapia

Ohh the wait is killing me Mapia, I'm going to be watching my computer all day lol. I have been around, I've been reading a lot of the posts lately. I guess I was just laying low for awhile. I hope hope hope you get the best news today!!! I dont know what the wiggling is about but Ill do it if it helps you get a BFP lol :D

Mapia, What time is it where you are at? Just wondering because you said you will get news between 2-4 so that way I know what time to start looking for your BFP post

Good morning Mapia :wave:

I just wanted to wish you the best of luck today with your test!!!! I truly hope that you will get your bfp today. I will be praying for you with all that I have in my heart and soul!!!!! Post as soon as you can.
Loads of love,
cmarie

AAwww Bonita thank u so much the wiggling is for me to get a BFP.I hope it works.:D

Silly its 11:30 here I am on EST.Wow time is going by.I have been doing some housework staying busy till I have to leave for work.I wish I dident have to work today.

Cmarie u dont know how much I appreciate ur support after all u are going through to be here supporting us u truely are amazing.Thank u so much sweetie.Know u are in my daily prayers.

Mapia

Mapia!!! Today is the day!!! I know you are getting good news and I am so excited for your phone to ring! I went to bed praying for you last nite and you were the first thing on my mind this morning when I woke up. Hang in there girl... just a couple more hours hopefully and we will be celebrating a BFP with you!!!

Kari thanks so much sweetie u truely are great.I appreciate ur prayers and thoughts.I really hope we will be dancing this afternoon.I just want for once to call DH and tell him IT'S POSITIVE:D I keep dreaming about that moment.

Mapia

Don't you love dreaming about that happy moment? I try to imagine how I'm gonna handle it... how I'm gonna tell DH and the phone calls that I will make to my closest friends and family. Oh how I hope you tell us all about your happy moment today!

I hope that dream comes true today as well.Well getting ready to head off to work.So will ck in from there.Thanks for keeping me company girls.

Mapia

OMG Mapia!! I am dreaming that it WILL HAPPEN too!!!! Sending you lot's of positive *****, baby dust, baby wiggles, prayers, and all I can muster for a BFP for you!!!!

kathy

Oh Mapia the anticipation is kiling me. I just cant stop thinking about your beta. I really really really hope you get some good news today. Please let it be a BFP!!!!

So did you think you were having any signs. I know when I got preg. on my last FET my nipps were more sore than usual and they were darker,just in the short time I was preg. But I know that everyone is different. So I guess it really doesnt matter...I am so nervous for u as if it was my beta results.

Kari your beta is tommarrow. Good luck, I will be praying for you as well.


My baseline is finally tommarrow. So my transfer could be a week from today,I hope.:blob_fire. I am so ready to be preg. and get that sweet baby bump. That is one of the coolest things I have ever expierienced in my life. I remember feeling the little flutters and bubbles when my twins started their first movements. I couldnt think about anything else. Then when I got further into the preg. it was amazing the feelings I had. They were so active. There was so many little body parts punching and rolling. I also remember feeling baby A getting the hiccups and its funny he still gets them. You can tickle him and he will get them when he laughs,so easily.

I really hope that everyone on the board gets to expieriece the wonderful pleasures of motherhood!!! To me that is the fullfilment in my life. I pray that everyone gets there BFP. God bless you all!!!!:angel:

Mapia oh girl BFP dust to you. I hope you arent stressing out waiting for you results. So you did the IUI right,so you could have multiples:eek: ,I hope your beta is really high. Atleast doubled,LOL.Good luck Good luck Good luck!!!


Best wishes,APRIL

I'm sitting on the edge of my seat Mapia. I almost fell off with all that wiggling. ;) Please post a bfp so we can celebrate w/ you!!!!!!! Sending all the positive ***** I can muster. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Holly

Thanks Deluka I love that u guys are so positive for me.

So its 1:30 and I am at work.I just really want to get this call over with so badly.Holly u must be careful girl dont want u to hurt urself on my account.Plus u know we white girls cant dance so stop trying.........LOL.

April thanks for ur encouraging post.Pregnancy sounds so amazing the way u put it.I cant wait to experience it.Yes I had IUI done.I would love twins but I pray for at least 1 healthy one.Looks like u are on ur way again.I am praying for u girl.

Thanks,

Mapia

THANKS APRIL for sharing an experience of Motherhood journey - just to hear it made me feel so nice n happy, I can imagine how a prego mom feels when she actually experiences all this. There is nothing in the world can bring that treasure in one's life! I really wish you loads of luck for tomorrow.

I just wish n pray if we all could get to experience those moments atleast once in life before we say goodbye to life....AMEN :angel: ! Okay, I don't want to cry agn now so I will stop here.

Mapia: How are you doing girl ? Long awaited phone call can come any moment and I hear her whispering.."Mapia, Congratulations its positive" and Mapia passes out for a few seconds. Oh God, please have mercy and answer our prayers.

Lots of love
Golds

Hey Golds trying to hang in there girl.As for the phone call I just need to get it over with before I go nuts.My nurse usually calls between 2-4 cause I go to the Columbia office and they send the b/w to Rockville so thats why I get results later in the day.Oh well what can u do.As for her whispering a BFP I hope not cause I will think its the opposite cause with the other BFN I can tell by her voice as soon as I pick up the phone its low.So if its positive she better be loud.......LOL.Ring phone ring.I say that now but when that phone rings I will hesitate to pick it up.

Mapia

Mapia, tick, tock! It's almost time! I can't stand the wait!

April, your story is so true! My son used to get the hiccups all the time too. And if he was too still I'd get so worried. I used to start poking my belly and telling him to wake up! I was so worried my whole pregnancy though and I keep telling myself that if I can get through the first trimester ok this time that I am going to just relax and enjoy being pregnant! I feel like I didn't really enjoy my pregnancy before because I was so scared. And let's face it, with infertility, once may be all you get, so we need to make the most of it.

Mapia - Going crazy over here with anticipation!!!! I have to run out in like 10 minutes to go meet some old coworkers for a quick lunch... I'm gonna be wigglin in my seat and you know they are gonna think I'm crazy! Afterall, I'm the one not working anymore so I should be relaxed, but when that check comes I'm gonna be like "thanks - see ya!" and haul a** outta there! hahaha LOL I just can't wait to hear about the call!

Hahaha Kari u are a trip dont forget to say to them it was nice doing buisness with u and then haul......lol.Dont u have a laptop take it with u.......LOL.j/k.No u go enjoy ur lunch.Since I cant seem to stomach anything yet.Go eat something for me to.

Vik the clock is ticking ur right but I wish she would call already.As the time passes I am worried about BFN.

Mapia

Oh I am just waiting with such anticipation for your news....I have been thinking about you all day. I really hope they call you sooner than later....it is the worst to have to wait, sometimes you feel like waiting for the call is longer than the stupid 2ww:dizzy:
cmarie

Oh, Mapia, I keep checking in and am going crazy with anticipation. I can imagine how you must be feeling. I hope you get that good news call soon!

Lori

Hey Mapia.

Just wanted to see how you were doing? i keep running back and forth to the computer to check.

going to check on my brownies but then i'll be back!

Just got home now from work. it 8 15 here and i really though she would have called by now. what s the time there?
Dh thinks i am mad.. . .. . got in and ran to my pc without removing my hospital clothes or even speaking to him.
Mapia you must be so nervous............

AMy

Looks like we all are testing today :D
I'm sitting on the edge of my seat in the office n refreshing every minute to see Blob Fire that would confirm a BFP before I actually start reading.

Tring tring...Mapia there is a phone ringing ...lol ;)
Golds