I really like asian women and men those are who are in my sexual fantasies. and for some reason a voice in the back of my head says "all asians should die" i damn well know i would never say that because i love asians and they are my favorite group of people and it would never even occur to me to say or act upon it but it really bothers me.



my 2nd fear is for some reason i worry because i feel more comfortable around asians then around alot of blacks. and i am always worried that makes me a racist against blacks.[but i damn well know im not one] because i support civil rights for all kind of people. the reason i feel uncomfortable around SOME not all blacks is because sometimes black women get on this kick with relgion and became rather intolerant of diffrent views. and also sometimes it seems like SOME african americans say that everything is a white person's fault and also i dont like rap and hip hop because it is offensive to women,latinos,asians,and gay and lesbians. where as with asians we can talk and still disagree but be tolerant of each other. and just because im more sexually attracted to asian women rather then black women does not make me racist does it?


my 3rd is i worry i will never get a girlfriend because people will think im am gay. the reason i say this is because today at lunch my friend said he thought i was gay and yes i am BI but still want a gf because i only had 1 and she treated me bad does this mean everone thinks im gay and not BI?