ICC
06-06-2007, 08:51 AM
Good morning all.......shoulder feels like it's got 1000 bee stings going on today. I go back into PT today with my regular PT so hopefully I will be back on the mend soon.
Just wanted to thank all for looking through my nasty, &^%$*%^ typing the other day. I learned a lesson. Most of the people who have come and gone in my life didn't give a hoot about my feelings. I have always had to fight to make them know. I should have come here when the problems started. I guess I didn't have enough confidence in the group knowing all were going through such tough times themselves . Felt my problems were trivial. I learned my lesson. I am sorry for that. The very minute I brought my problems, anxiety, anger, pain here you all stepped in to help. I thank you for that. I will always remember that when in need I have to open up, and you all have the love and kindness that no matter what yo're going through you all jump in to help me. I hope to always be able to give the same.
Love to all,
ICC
Just wanted to thank all for looking through my nasty, &^%$*%^ typing the other day. I learned a lesson. Most of the people who have come and gone in my life didn't give a hoot about my feelings. I have always had to fight to make them know. I should have come here when the problems started. I guess I didn't have enough confidence in the group knowing all were going through such tough times themselves . Felt my problems were trivial. I learned my lesson. I am sorry for that. The very minute I brought my problems, anxiety, anger, pain here you all stepped in to help. I thank you for that. I will always remember that when in need I have to open up, and you all have the love and kindness that no matter what yo're going through you all jump in to help me. I hope to always be able to give the same.
Love to all,
ICC
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Phoenix
06-06-2007, 10:54 AM
Dear Grasshopper:
Your insight is to be commended.
As you know, I "chime in" when I can and when I find it difficult, I just don't push it.
I pray that all goes well with PT today.
Take care
God Bless
FTM
Your insight is to be commended.
As you know, I "chime in" when I can and when I find it difficult, I just don't push it.
I pray that all goes well with PT today.
Take care
God Bless
FTM
dustoffkid
06-06-2007, 10:58 AM
Sweetheart,
You are never a %^&^%
love, Dusty
You are never a %^&^%
love, Dusty
ICC
06-06-2007, 03:25 PM
thanks FTM and Dusty............You're opinions mean alot to me.
:blob_fire Grasshopper
:blob_fire Grasshopper
stick2013
06-06-2007, 05:26 PM
I knew when I knicknamed you Miss Cranky Pants, that I was right on target.....:jester: :jester:
ICC, we have all been there, done that. Sometimes between dealing with emotions, pain, PTSD, and just the crap of daily living, we get a tad nasty. I think EVERYONE here understands.......You were just Miss Cranky Pants the other day. Maybe next week it will be my title, or sannah's, or bekas, or dee's...
Love you hon,
Sid
ICC, we have all been there, done that. Sometimes between dealing with emotions, pain, PTSD, and just the crap of daily living, we get a tad nasty. I think EVERYONE here understands.......You were just Miss Cranky Pants the other day. Maybe next week it will be my title, or sannah's, or bekas, or dee's...
Love you hon,
Sid
Sannah
06-06-2007, 06:39 PM
ICC, I am so glad that you got relief just by posting!
beka6
06-06-2007, 06:51 PM
ICC,
You've shown everyone here that same love, you know. Supporting, encouraging, lifting each and every one here. You've been a tremendous example to me. You vent any old time you want to!! :)
Beka
You've shown everyone here that same love, you know. Supporting, encouraging, lifting each and every one here. You've been a tremendous example to me. You vent any old time you want to!! :)
Beka
ICC
06-06-2007, 07:54 PM
Thanks all....Love each and every one of you!!! BUT I don't know IF i'm willing to share "miss Cranky Pants" with anyone but Beka. Somehow I remember us both being called that. I'll have to think about this sharing of nicknames:jester:
Hugs,
Grasshopper
Hugs,
Grasshopper
isitme
06-08-2007, 05:22 AM
I want to say sorry for not responding to your thread, (PT one). I began to read it........then I had to stop. I've found another trigger! It isn't just diabetes issues that send me funny, perculiar. It seems ANY physical condition - I collapse and can't cope. I hope you are doing better now. Best wishes. I'll try and be more supportive in the future. Sorry again.:)
ICC
06-08-2007, 06:37 AM
isitme........thanks for the support. I know i totally went off. I was in the throws of physical [ain that was made worse by an %^&$#@*then I felt like I was losing it and anstead of asking for help I kept going and going trying tohelp everyone else because in my mind I thought what everyone else was going through was worse. MY BOOBOO!! There is no reason to be sorry. I should have come here befoe i went nuts and I know that now. Please don't feel yo have to answer everything. As long as someone answers me I'm fine. Believe me, i blew myself out trying to answer everyone. You can only do what you can do, This was a major lesson I learned. I didn't know you are diabetic. That's another problem . When your sick, in pain, stressed out your glucose goes off automatically. I know that's part of what I was going through. It does aggitate me. So you see my friend it was a comboof things, I was overwelmed and let it go. Got to take care of ourselves to be able to help anyone else.What's going on with you?
Hugs,
Grasshopper
Hugs,
Grasshopper
isitme
06-08-2007, 12:33 PM
Rational at the moment - but that can change at the drop of a hat, as you know. You're right - take care of yourself first. We keep plodding on..........
What you said,
"In my mind I thought everyone else was going though far worse than me."
That's just what I think, very often!
But, regardless of how serious or trivial the problem appears to ourselves, it's amazing how someone, if not more than one, can relate to it, when we do post the problem. I'm not insinuating that anybodies problems are trivial, apart from my own in the grand scheme of things!
What you said,
"In my mind I thought everyone else was going though far worse than me."
That's just what I think, very often!
But, regardless of how serious or trivial the problem appears to ourselves, it's amazing how someone, if not more than one, can relate to it, when we do post the problem. I'm not insinuating that anybodies problems are trivial, apart from my own in the grand scheme of things!
ICC
06-08-2007, 02:16 PM
Absolutely isitme. and no one here thinks anything is trivial. I learned alot on the past couple of weeks about taking care of myself.
Grasshopper
Grasshopper
stick2013
06-08-2007, 03:02 PM
Having PTSD usually means that I comes last....UNTIL we learn that I comes first.......
Sid
Sid